17/05/2026
S*X DOLL
I can't say I love you though I wish I could,
I could have loved you, and trust me I did not choose not to, I just failed to, I tried but I couldn't, what means love to me is not what it means to you, or atleast not anymore it's not,
What i did was just to see you as a s*x doll though we were never intimate at all, what I saw was just what I stand to gain from our relation and I gained nothing in the end.
[ ] My s*x doll, I see life full of hope in your eyes, I see something that once sparkled in me, not anymore, and I thought you were that part that again could spark me on, I was wrong partially, because partially I was right, I was full of life when with you as you fed me with love and I would smile but yet I fed you with lies and preyed you with lustful eyes, that's not who I am, never was and never will be, maybe that's why I decided to let you go with no reason at all, just to de-attach and fade into the abyss and disappear like a ghost as it turns into mist, and yes you will be missed but I know you will miss me more or hate me for promising you heaven and earth then relocate to another planet alone,
[ ] I couldn't treat you like my s*x doll, what you deserve is not my love as it does not exist anymore, you couldn't fix me even if you wanted to and I wouldn't expect you to, my pieces are scattered in many places than I wish to remember, you are a doll, I set you free to go play with other dolls, I loved your love and hated that I couldn't reciprocate it, you said I am a doll too but I fail to see it, if really I was your doll then Chucky is who I was, smile to your face but evil intentions the moment you turn around,
S*x doll,
Sorry for the time we wasted together,
I wish I loved you or if I had just met you sooner before I was broken
