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26/07/2026

It's been a while.
Still holding on to last year's smile.
It's fading,
I stopped waiting...
For love.
But then I found myself, happily consumed, in the man above.
With him, I'll never be alone.
Thanks to him, I'm comfortable on my own.
There's no emptiness, he cannot fill.
There's nothing that wins, against his will.

16/03/2026

Insomnia clings to me;
Like I'm it's every breath.
The lack of sleep;
Has slowly lead to my death.
Swollen red eyes,
And memories of them in my head.
Sometimes,
I'm not even sure,
Who I'm thinking about and when.
But i know insomnia has become a toxic friend.
I can't let go.
It feels like idolatry.
And all i hear in the gaps is,
'My darling child come to me.'
So when, will i, truly see;
Who Jesus is to me?
And when will i truly feel,
Like mornings are meant for me?
I want waking up to finally feel easy.
Why struggle to fall asleep; knowing you'll never leave me?
What else is keeping me from you besides myself?
I know i need it; but where do i even begin with finding help?

The answer's you.
Of course.
So please help me with this dear Lord.

10/02/2026

They say it's not love
But i know what love is
And if it's not
Then why do i feel this?
This complete consumption
Everything you are replays in my head
I'm struggling to function
Will this ever end?

04/01/2026

I'm not sure where to go from here or if I'll ever fully be okay again but i know it's always like that at first. you never see past right now when it's so intense
so i know at some point I'll be okay but not right now.
another beautiful ball of light has left us in the dark. I'm hopeful one day those memories will reignite a spark
may your light continue to shine in your absence my friend

24/12/2025

sometimes silence is painful and crippling. You want more than anything to do something, to feel productive, but your mind's completely blank. You zone out in your thoughts and you forget what you were thinking about, even if it was important. Then you tell yourself if it was that important you would've remembered. Then your hand starts twitching because it wants to be creative again...like it used to be when you were a kid. But you struggle to find that part of you now. That's what's been keeping me away, and that's what brought me back.

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