24/06/2020
Crystal Princess developed epilepsy @ age 12, she was then prescribed her first set of pharmaceuticals she took daily. From 2 - 4,5,6 and so the list of pills carried on. Crystal Princess didnt get better, she proceeded to become worse at age 17, she had her first grand mal seizure. She remembers being on her way to a very important drama workship at the time she was studying to try keep her head afloat with society and their standards. She blanked, then waking up in a lift with drs and nurses all around her suffering for oxygen, blue in the face, grasping for air to try stay alive. Their was so much noise she just shut everybody out as she hated crowds especially noise. She then got home and she asked her mother "Dearest mother what was all that commotion about? Her mother sat her down gently with a tear dripping down her cheek trying to stay strong saying ("my darling you have epilepsy but it's not mild anymore, its severe :)& Crystal Princess remembered that memory of now coming to grips of her new reality (keep swimming even though you have no arm bands but only boats of Angel's that keep you breathing, surviving & thriving) ever feeling normal again had been lost and she would now only remember it as a loss that was out of her control but instead of becoming a victim she wanted to become victorious inspite of all the mockery that became attached with a big dream by a small girl in a big world of trying to make a difference even though herself she was invisibly disabled . She was not sure how but she believed in a thing called hope & faith that hot her by day by day. đYHWH she calls her KinG. đđ
