Poetry by Neenathedreamer

04/01/2026

I thought I knew you. Never did. But I will love you either way. Said the lil girl in my heart. ♥️

02/12/2026

There was a time when I didn’t want to smell anyone’s heart or sweat but yours.
Keep you on the tip of my tongue like I do these words.
Dance on the idea of our symmetry. Insatiably.

I’ve come to the realization you had the same feeling.
Just fleeting.
Only time will tell, you say.
Only, I ended up loving the space you’re no longer in.
The peace was more present; than you.
The choice to love from a distance.
Like I’ve always done.
Like I always did.

There is not a time I don’t hold you close to my heart, cuddling you.
There’s no time like the present…
And now,
There’s just no time.
I missed you.
But I’m not Lot’s wife.

Poetry by Neenathedreamer

09/06/2025

He said his name was Edward
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Poetry by Neenathedreamer

Sooo, I met this beautiful man.
He was of the brightest shade.
Hews of marble in his hair; shaded the truest colors of his heart.
“The world will pick you apart”, he said.
Told me to play my part; and I did, gladly.
I got a closer look, as I tiptoed towards him; reeling in joy, yet shy and blissful.

He said “Hell…ohhh.., Ms.?” Smirking and jerking..
He said his name was Edward.

I told him mine, and just like that we were in a swirling of soft and beautiful; fine even.
I marveled at the way his face would turn up at the ideas I came up with; was astonished at his creations; never asking, truly, where they’d came from.

He said.. “his name is Edward…”

And that’s when I saw it. One night, while thinking of ways to part the sky for him. One night. He was carving his ideals into what seemed to be the face of another; woman? Man, I was Blinded, so I couldn’t see, quite honestly, and dismissed it until the next mourn (morn..) static over breakfast, running thru the visions of my dreams or so I thought; he seems… “BRIGHTER”. Hmm. The subtle joy of his posture over oatmeal left me askew. And then…

He said his NAME WAS EDWARD.

A piece of me had a minor inkling, remembering what I saw and kept in stock in the basement. I took the journey, found a red box inside a glass encasement. I broke that outer; in case; and like overcast, read the long list of “arrangements”. Jade to Jude, Maribel, Ruth, and even some dude that told him NO one time to his many faces.

No longer blind folded; not seeing my name, realized my escape; of course, to his crimes. The woman I saw’s eye ball’s were in that box; staring back at all of the times…
I never took to see his hands….

He said his name was Edward.

06/25/2025

Janeen McMullen Neenathedreamer

"You never know how deep the rabbit hole goes."

"As a scribe, I use the pen as a refinery."

06/25/2025

Dead to you

In my dreams, I go to your funeral every time you leave.
I’m my heart I know this was ending; the time between you and the best part of me.
The reason I’m feel this feeling; oh so true.
It’s growing and knowing I was dead to you.

I can fight it if I want; stay in your essence left.
Hold on to last Aires of you; sleep in that old spot; ponder what where I must’ve forgotten.
Forgiving myself for feeling so blue; almost a sin to the skin I wear as armor.
Almost as deep as the coldest river; raging.

In my dreams, I go to your funeral(s) every time you leave.
In my heart I know this was ending; the time I’ve given into you.
The reason I’m feel this feeling; oh so true.
It’s knowing I was dead to you.

And having the courage to love you anyway.

Poetry by Neena The Dreamer

11/26/2024

Strength by Poetry by Neenathedreamer

She walks about carrying the load.
She meets her other;
Mates him; dates him.
Gives him the sun, moon, and the stars.
He gives her pause;
And she carries the pain for them both;
Never knowing.
He leaves and in doing so,
She picks up her face;
Shoulders her cape;
And holds it closer that he ever did.
Uses the rays of the sun to heal;
And bend she does.
But she won’t break.

Neena

04/02/2024

I don’t care what I don’t have. You DON’T have the right to talk about it. 💗🚪💃🏽✅😇

04/01/2024

…To every person that disrespected me and told me “IT’S NOT THAT SERIOUS” it IS to ME. And that’s why you gotta go.

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04/01/2024

How you highly unsupportive witcho hand out?? Hand back in your pocket… 🚪💃🏽✅💗

04/01/2024

Purging. I gave folks smile time to show respect, compassion, and love; as I did. If you got purged, it’s because you no longer have access to me, or my life.

I’ll give you time to process. All the time in the world. Blessings!! And may God give you mercy; as I did. ✌🏽🚪💃🏽💗