03/21/2026
(Content Warning)
✨In Honor of World Poetry Day✨
This is arguably one of my rawest works to date.
I know he**in on a first name basis. It tore through the lives of many loved ones; some came out on top, some have not. Some I’ve had to say goodbye to; way too soon.
As with most of my writing, it starts with a vision, word, thought or image.
I wrote this piece with the image of a beast in mind. The beast who seeks out its prey in the midst of the evening hours, deep within the woods we call life. So many different paths to take, so many opportunities to be caught off guard.
You’ll notice I also gender concepts within my writings as well. My writing isn’t meant to be digested in one reading. I really hone in on the depth of each word I use.
Maybe you can relate?
And maybe you too can find hope in these words.
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-He**in-
“Sneaky, quiet, still;
Like a whisper in the evening hours.
Elusively insidious.
He never saw it coming.
A predator lurking for its prey.
The beast of the midnight hour.
But it never starts that way.
It starts with the sweet taste of that small yellow pill.
Euphoria, calm, contentment.
Followed by the pounding warmth of the ache in his soul for more.
Nothing ever compares to that first high.
The prescription runs out.
The beast leaps,
And sinks his teeth in.
He**in.
It’s almost as though the clock had stopped.
The most amplified of euphoric energy,
Spills over like a vaulted waterfall.
He’s no longer in control, no longer in pain.
His prefrontal cortex submits to the demands.
Rob, steal, lie.
Give it all up or die.
A hostage, seizing everything of value.
The beast crafts the next move, calculated like all the rest.
On his back in the deep of the night,
He realizes he can’t reach his destination like this.
He extends his hand to her,
She’s been preparing for this battle.
Her escape route was premeditated.
A victorious retreat to sobriety.
She held his hand, hugged him hard and whispered to him,
‘Remember who you are and what you’re capable of’.
The beast had already departed for the next victim in sight.
A bounty certain by night.
But today, he lives in victory;
Knowing that he**in is now only a story.
One he’ll tell to those close to heart.
Remembering who he is and what he’s capable of.”
🌙Camille