08/01/2022
I don't know what to feel. I got a call Saturday that my mom was found with a blood sugar of 20 and was septic, I was making arrangements to see her this next weekend and got told it's looking like she won't make it till then. They are trying to stableize her to preform surgery but she's in rough shape, I'll get to see my brother for the first time ever but I've got alot of driving to do here soon and am thinking of taking donations to see her possibly the last time. None of this year has been easy and I just wish life would allow me some bumper I just need a little bit of a break, I just want to feel normal.