04/25/2026
hello friends of Beth Gilley, Elle Gallery and elle foundation.
this page is now dedicated to the artistry of self-mastery. i am not only the cocreator, i am the canvas.
i awakened this morning around 3:30 am well rested having turned in so early. i am purposefully reorienting my schedule to work from midnight to dawn. so i turn in, get in bed in the afternoon, after 12 hours of work. i have 12 hours of down time.
i am living shifts of 2 twelve hour periods each day. one is focused upon wakeful, purposeful LIVING. the second is focused upon purposeful restoration................rest, rejuventation, quiet personal time.
so today, this morning earlier i heard something, noise, penetrating my scientific mind. i recognize that i am i hearing myself singing out loud..."THIS IS MY FATHER'S WORLD, AND TO MY LISTENING EARS, ALL NATURE SINGS AND ROUND ME RINGS, THE MUSIC OF THE SPHERES." This is subconscious, but not strictly involuntary singing, it sounds purposeful. i am not just humming one line over and over again, like a stuck record. this is a soulful song. i am, singing. another part of me, is singing.
I am a committee, a we, rather than an I, and there are others like me who experience life and self this way. i am not the only one. but we are rare. just so u know - my orientation is not singular, it is plural.
wow. if only you knew. i would not trade my journey for any ones. i would terribly bored with the mundane.
i remember one huddle, one tete to tete, where Dad, Mom and I literally were leaning in. Dad said, "which ever one of us dies first, if there is a way to communicate from the other side, make sure to do it in a way, that we will be certain, it is you." we all agreed.
after dad died, one of the early communications was accomplished by changing the tv channel. back story includes imagery of my father in his pj, hiding from us but using a duplicate remote to change the channel when mom and i were in another room watching tv. he thought that was so FUNNY.
SO WHEN THIS HAPPENED AFTER HIS DEATH, Syliva and i looked at one another, looked at the remote lying on the coffee table, 3 feet from our reach, we knew.
TODAY IS MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY. HE IS AND WAS SO COOL. I AM SO GLAD TO BE JIM GILLEY'S DAUGHTER!! so cool. i love his communications from beyond, even if they are only memories pulled to the surface. sometimes i hear noise, and i realize i am humming something, unintentionally, subconsciously, and iT may take me a couple of minutes to place the song............oh it could be a war song from the Guns of Navarone or some other war movie my father used to watch incessantly. i never liked war movies so i did not watch them. so it is out of character for me to hum a war song, unless my father is orchestrating it.
i believe this is one way our loved ones can communicate with us from other realms, or dimensions of being. they are NOT limited to contacting us in dreams alone. NO. certainly not, some of us have claire cognizance and the experience of heightened awareness. Orbs of light can and have made their presence known to me during waking hours. occassionally. google it, it is common.
i see auric fields. i intuit energy. sometimes i intuit his body, i dont see his body, it is transulent, invisible. but i do see the space surrounding it. i can detect the energy from his auric field, or where it would be if he were alive and standing in the doorway. i recognize his presence.
this is usually a positive uplifting awareness but let's just say, sometimes he is not present because i am doing a bang up job, sometimes he comes when i am fu***ng up, to warn me, or so make his presence known, saying it together. i have Dad. i knnow you are proud of my accomplishments.
i know you can believe it, that i would make outstanding contributions because you expected it. well i have and i am making more. i am already in the library of medicine of the National Institutes of health. more contributions are in the publication pipe as i write.
i am headed out to play in the "garden" of conscious awareness,. The back yard of this retirement center is a nature preserve. i am headed out to focus upon harmonic resonance. i will rig up my harness and bungee cord and eventually swing from a tree limb, then i will run in the cold water of the unheated pool.
As i savor each morsel of life this morning, i will most certainly commune with nature, watch the newbie ducks who are being taught to fly and land in unison on the pond. it seems it was just a little over a month ago, that i was counting the baby ducks all in a row following their mother. now i watch them land in aerial formation precision, then bathe their wings in the pond.
i wonder what magnificent experience i will enjoy today as i purposefully focus upon joy, happiness, gratitude, and tune in to the splendor of life.
this is my god time. i am part of the goddess earth.
i made a nutritious spread or dip this morning, out of garbanzo beans, long black rice, nuts and seeds, chicken broth, olive oil, garlic, curry, hot peppers, .......i am focusing on wellness now, no longer plagued by issues of addiction or mental health disorder. i am manifesting. this is my delight, that i lived, i survived. i still stand, breath, and walk. FOOD IS MEDICINE.
" I say, i say, i say, i may be little, but i sure got me A BIG DADDY!!" I LOVE YOU JIM GILLEY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD. See me now!! Dr. Gilley over and out.
