04/05/2026
Stand in Wonder Act V: Sunday — The Gardener
The Passion Story in Six Acts
Dawn.
The third day.
Silhouettes sprint across the open fields
through the tall grass blanketed with an early morning mist,
glass bottles and clay jars in hand,
their dresses and scarves billowing behind.
Mary, the first to arrive, leans on a tree gasping
and sets her things down while she waits for the others to catch up.
Hurry!
Yesterday was never-ending. The waiting…
unable to do anything—except keep the Sabbath
and weep.
—
I am worn out from sobbing.
I flooded my bed with weeping, drenched it with my tears.
My vision is blurred by grief.
Indeed.
And where is God now?
Does he not hear us weep?
Today, though, is a new day
and us women must do what women do
in such times as these.
When grief abounds
we ensure the dead are properly cared for
to be properly received.
Imma and I worked all night
preparing the oils and spices we need
to properly anoint our Lord, Jesus.
I still cannot believe it.
Just Thursday… no, don’t go there now.
Plenty of time to grieve, later, with Andrew and James and Peter—
if we can find them, wherever they’re hiding.
But now, here come Mary, Salome,
and Joanna.
Joanna… what would we have done without Joanna?
Joanna… wealthy, comfortable, socially respectable.
Joanna… who had access to power, to Herod!
Joanna… who gave all of that away
to finance, without shame or apology,
the needs of our Lord’s ministry.
Joanna… whose station and position did not permit her to travel with him
but was ever-present in her giving
that kept all of us fed and able to support his mission.
Joanna.
And now, right now, here she is,
in person,
running through the fields like a common woman
to do what she can to serve him still,
even if only with fragrant spices and oil.
—
Together, we four round the corner
prepared to explain to the Roman soldiers
why we were there and what was our business
but instead, we are met
with silence.
No guards. No sounds.
“Look!” said Salome.
“The tomb. The stone! Moved. Open. How?”
What? Oh no! This can’t be!
A shock ran through me.
I dropped my oils and lamp
and I ran back toward town
to find Peter and John.
“Come with me! Something is terribly wrong!
Our Lord’s tomb is wide open and no one’s around.
Come quickly!”
The men took off running
full speed, far faster than me.
I passed by the other three women
skipping and dancing!
What’s wrong with them?
Why are they so happy?
No time to stop, must keep going.
Now here comes John.
And Peter
running straight past me
still at full speed
all confusion and worry!
“What’s going on???”
They ignore me.
I arrive back at the tomb,
all alone now.
I pick up my dropped spice and lean inside
and see that his tomb
is empty.
I suck in my breath. This can’t be.
No wonder Peter looked scared to death.
I find myself weeping, again, uncontrollably.
If only…
If only we’d attended to him yesterday
If only it wasn’t the Sabbath.
If only they hadn’t crucified my Lord to begin with!
If only…
I’m a mess.
I lean in a bit more and crane my neck.
It makes no sense.
His burial clothes are there at either end of the bed,
folded so neatly,
and… wait… two figures in white sitting quietly…
My swollen eyes must be seeing things.
Where is he?!
He’s missing.
Suddenly, a voice behind me speaks
nearly scaring me out of my wits.
I turn to see a man who asks me whom do I seek,
and why am I sobbing?
Shocked back to reality, I say:
Sir as the gardener surely you saw who took away my Lord? He was placed here on Friday and now he is gone and his clothes are still there and there’s angels in there but he’s not. I’ve come to anoint him to finish the job that was rushed. It was rushed because he died too close to the start of the Sabbath and Joseph and John and and and th- th- that Pharisee did the best that they could to be proper but it wasn’t enough so I’ve come to make it all right but he’s nowhere to be found—he’s gone! I need to find him, sir, I must! Sir, tell me you know where they took him! I’m losing my mind, I’m distraught, I can’t bear to think he is lost!...”
He cut me off:
“Mary.”
I stopped.
My jaw dropped.
I twisted my face unsure and trying to process my name.
For the first time, I looked at his face.
His face, his face, his face.
The voice. The soft accent. Those eyes.
Oh, those eyes.
Soft yet piercing.
They see right through me.
Now just as then, three years ago when the first time he called me
Mary.
Here I am.
“Rabboni!”
Mary fell to her knees
in breathless wonder.
by Kim Skimmons, 4/5/2026
—AFTERWORD 1—
In Mary’s distress, she makes reference to the three men who had hastily prepared Jesus’ body for burial:
1. John – the only one of the disciples to have remained at the cross during the crucifixion while all the others ran to hide, fearing they could be next.
2. Joseph of Arimathea – the rich man who donated his unused tomb for Jesus and who got permission from Pilate to remove Jesus’ body from the cross and bury him before the start of the Sabbath at sundown — why they were rushed in their preparations.
And the most interesting one of the three:
3. Nicodemus – the Pharisee who believed. The member of the Sanhedrin who sat silently at the secret meeting in Act I when Jesus was condemned. The one who pushed back only mildly at the Sanhedrin's railroading of Jesus during the trials. And there he was, on Friday, hurriedly helping bury the one who directly told him, way back in the beginning, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”
On Friday, he showed up with seventy-five pounds of spices, a king's burial—the last act of contrition of a man who believed but couldn't, or wouldn’t, say so publicly.
Confused then, but fully understanding Jesus’ words now: “God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him … Light has come into the world, but people loved darkness instead of light … Whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what they have done has been done in the sight of God.”
—AFTERWORD 2—
A WOMAN, unnamed at the well, was the first person Jesus revealed his true Messiah identity to.
A WOMAN, Mary, was chosen to be the first to hear the news of Jesus's resurrection. A woman. In a time when women were second-class citizens at best.
A WOMAN, Mary, was the first to see the risen Christ. A woman.
—
Read Mary's beautiful story yourself, as recorded by John. I hope I have done it justice:
11 Now Mary stood outside the tomb crying. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb 12 and saw two angels in white, seated where Jesus’ body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot.
13 They asked her, “Woman, why are you crying?”
“They have taken my Lord away,” she said, “and I don’t know where they have put him.” 14 At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not realize that it was Jesus.
15 He asked her, “Woman, why are you crying? Who is it you are looking for?”
Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.”
16 Jesus said to her, “Mary.”
She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, “Rabboni!” (which means “Teacher”).
John 20:11-16
—ABOUT THE ART—
“Touch Me Not” (Noli me tangere) by James Tissot, 1886–1894
James Tissot’s Touch Me Not (Noli me tangere) presents the encounter between Mary Magdalene and the risen Christ with a careful attention to naturalistic detail and spatial clarity. Executed in opaque watercolor over graphite, the work reflects Tissot’s broader effort to situate Gospel scenes within a convincingly observed physical world. The garden setting is rendered with botanical specificity, while the figures are composed with restrained gesture: Mary kneels in a posture of recognition and longing, and Christ, poised yet withdrawn, extends a subtle, restraining motion that defines the moment’s emotional and theological tension.
The painting captures the instant in which grief gives way to recognition, yet not to possession. Mary’s impulse is to reach—to hold, to reclaim—but Christ’s words, “Do not cling to me,” introduce a necessary distance. This is not a rejection, but a transformation of relationship: the physical presence she seeks is no longer the form in which he will remain. Tissot renders this shift with quiet precision, emphasizing the space between the figures as the locus of meaning, where love persists even as it is reoriented toward something less tangible and more enduring.
“Noli me tangere” embodies the threshold of awakening—where absence is overturned, yet not fully resolved into comprehension. The scene invites contemplation of a faith that emerges not from grasping, but from recognition and release. In this way, the painting aligns with the spiritual movement from loss to encounter, suggesting that the risen Christ is known not through possession, but through a presence that calls to be seen, heard, and ultimately trusted.
—LOOKING AHEAD—
The final act, Act VI, will drop tomorrow, Monday.
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