08/30/2023
THE CURRENT Rx ENERGIES
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The struggle has been hard for so many of us, with life, work, family, the state of the world. So much divide and division, Inflation and scarcity.
The planets and aspects have been tough the last few months, teaching those of us who are receptive and listen to the energies. With so many planets in Rx, a total of 6 as of now (Venus, Mercury, pluto, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, and soon to be 7 with Jupiter) we all are having our own personal inner conflicts, moments of reflection.
The past always sits at the edge of us, a part of who we are, in choices made or not made; Sometimes with thoughts of if I had made different choices what would my life look like now. Retrogrades are a way of the universe bringing those thoughts to fruition by sometimes ushering in past chances, people, relationships, friendships, jobs, opportunities, or similar scenarios or people. it’s like the universe is giving us a second or third chance to get it right or release it and let it go for good. That is why retrogrades are known as re- rethink, redo, renewal, release.
For me personally This particular Venus and Mercury Rx has allowed me to to go inward and rethink a lot of my past relationships including love, professional and friendships. Allowing me to review the way I both communicate and communicated, loved, fought, and the wars within along with those with others. I was able to see all the times that I wanted so badly to be liked, accepted or loved that I compromised my own feelings, security or truth.
All the times I held my tongue, didn’t speak my truth, or allowed others to speak for me. I was able to look back with honest eyes and see how many times I believed in people, thinking them friends, but soon realizing I was theirs but they were truly not mine. That though I had their best interest at heart, they did not respect me nor have mine. Instead being used, thought of as weak or easy to manipulate.
The same with love, I was able to look back and see all the times I blinded myself, looked past the red flags, allowed myself to be treated less than I deserved, Allowing poor behaviors, letting myself be lied to, strung along, my light being dimmed. Seeing Where I became less than. How I often stroked the ego of some just to calm the situation, deflect a fight, or to keep the peace. I think for so long I carried a lot of sadness and shame for allowing all of these behaviors, abuses, mistreatment, because it was I who allowed it. But I no longer feel a sense of shame or guilt because I realize that all of these pieces are what make me. All of these people, situations, mistakes, the hurts, the heart breaks, the choices, the silence, the struggles, the allowing. It’s what stitched up who I am today and I am proud of all of those struggles I have endured. I am proud of my heart, my love, my empathy, my gifts and I hope and wish for the same for all of you, the collective.
Let these Rx’s bring you back but don’t allow them to keep you there. Learn, grow, be honest and gentle with yourselves and others. But don’t allow you to lose you for another. For that is not True love or true friendship, Because truth means we see the other and we accept it without wanting to change it or mold it to a way that fits us or our life. As always sending you all so my much love, light, support and even darkness for its all needed, the circle of chaos and light.
