The Chaotic Babble Institute.

The Chaotic Babble Institute. There's not much to tell that doesn't change, not much to change that doesn't fight to remain, and nothing that remains, but the ghost of our dreams.

Chaos is the natural state of things. Throughout our lives we attempt to beat an orderly and pristine, manicured yard out of a jungle. The jungle breathes chaos back into the yard a moment at a time, which we struggle and fight, for all of our days. If a good life long fight is waged, the yard looks good twice a month, until we die and then the jungle takes it back anyway. We spend our lives fight

ing that which we can not change, and at the end we look back sadly and say, crap, how did I miss everything, but boy my yard looks good!

Forgiveness and Starting OverThis for is yours too! No matter what. I started my day looking for proof of life, and proo...
09/18/2025

Forgiveness and Starting Over
This for is yours too! No matter what.

I started my day looking for proof of life, and proof of forgiveness for my old ways. My addictions. My behaviors during active addiction. My early recovery process, during which I dealt with confusion, doubts and even anger.

For me, I turned back to the new testament of the bible. Looking back to the Koine Greek, the common version of the greek since appx 400 BCE, which the Apostle Paul spoke during his time. I wanted a word for word translation of 2nd Corinthians 5:17. To see how it compares to modern versions of english. I asked ai for help, where my education faltered.

So...

No matter what you believe or don't, (respect to you) I believe Paul's words are of divine inspiration, and in keeping with what Jesus taught.

I was looking for forgiveness for my old ways, addictions and fallout. Complete forgiveness. Here is what I've found ...

"Therefore, if anyone, in Christ, a new creation (creature); the old things have passed away, behold, all things have become new." (2nd Cor 5:17, 1st century Koine Greek to modern english, direct translation).

Let there be no confusion, fellow strugglers, you and I are forgiven and made new! Our higher power, "A higher power than ourselves", has said it.

The old things have passed away!

I start my day in joy. I rest in that I have been made new. Forgiven. Set Free. Done deal. I will live my life as a new creature, in my "Higher Power, as I see it".

Bless you all, no matter what your demons are, you have a new life and new start available to reach out and make yours. Make it brand new!

Ill be back later to post more about this day in my recovery process. Love, peace, and joy to you all.

"¡Colonizaremos la Luna!"a poem by Rob Krabbe(Warning... long. :) )The day was already warming up. The rockets fueled an...
10/07/2022

"¡Colonizaremos la Luna!"
a poem by Rob Krabbe
(Warning... long. :) )

The day was already warming up.
The rockets fueled and ready to fly.
One year, and days, we prayed up a fuss.
A decade of years didn't see it all by.
I guess we always knew who was boss.
The sun, unconcerned by fears, and cost.
With shattered soul and open eyes,
We soon forgot about all we had lost.

“Sensitivities be damned!”

Well planned with indeterminacy!
Heating the earth like a cast iron pan.
The sun, beating down mercilessly.
An anthropomorphic, trying to rule.
The universe will, what it wants to do.
The sun only has one purpose: to burn.
I’m done, because I had the right tools,
when the demons yell, listen and learn.

Instantly unclothing the kind of
deep-seated black-muddy ambitious
personal plans, displayed by fools.
The tools of fools are lies, and screed.
I drank full of power and then of greed,
for all the things I needed or didn’t need,
and the speed with which I figured it out.
It matters not if you're a king with clout.
“Wisdom, is like a fine garment,
amazingly, inside or out.

Confession, I can be a little odd,
but, religion is how we box up God.
Relationship is how we live in harmony.
Not a measure of a man, inherently true,
all the things we collect and erect.
I'm human and tired, same as you.
Respect, for we’re beautifully bedecked,
Matters of wine and my mind askew.
The example of waves in a human sea.
Floats and hurries back to you and me.

“Who is this, circumspect architect?”
Unchecked, or do we boldly go to
where no man has gone before?
Greed wanders through my reason.
Through every plan and every season.
Baby teasin’ what tide’s befall?
The truth is I want it all.

“We want it all,” they correctly say. .

I'm not perfect, sans displeasure.
I'm not naively digging for treasure.
There is perspective; would my
own life be bled and shed?
I most-likely would put up a fight.
Then a God would laugh, if I said,
I have no fear, nor basic human dread!
When I pray boldly from my bightly bed.

“Thunderclap, but it's not in my head!”
Until that very moment I had been
waiting only, for some kind of epiphany.
Some personal knowledge or power.
An understanding just for me.
A little extra cash in the drawer.
If I were blind what would my
eyes be for? To cover the holes
In my head? Enough said.

The Earth Burns, and Humans Press On.
Give, and gone, we wrote tons of songs,
preachy and full of inconveniences.
The countless notes like wings of sand,
thoughts confused, and hard to land.
As most of my solo-flown geniuses.
Not verbose; whisper to mother earth.
She is wonderful still, nil, in her stead .

Fighting for life not to end up dead,
searing swordplay, cosmos to earth,
burning up the misspent biosphere.
Mankind, opens it’s eyes too late,
boldly lives, but afraid to fear.
Is this the final, judgement I hear?

“Press on, past the future to the present”

What's left, bereft of life?
The day already warming up?
The rocket's fueled
and ready to fly.
A year of days, a month of tears,
we prayed up a fuss.
A decade of years.
I guess we always know who's boss.
The sun, unconcerned with us,
with shattered will, yet open eye.
We soon forgot about all we lost.
Poised to the moment that we all die.

“Your sensitivities be damned!”
Well planned with indeterminacy!
Heated the earth, like a cast iron pan.
The sun, beating down mercilessly.
Anthropomorphic entity. Try to rule,
the universe will, what it wants to do.
The sun only has one purpose: to burn.
Then I woke up in the lions cage
at the Chicago zoo.

Instantly unclothing the kind of
deep-seated black-muddy ambition,
the personal plans, displayed by fools.
The tools of fools are lies, and screed.
For me; I drank of power and greed.
All the things I needed or didn’t need,
and the speed with which I figured it out.
It matters not, you're a king with clout.

A man buys land just to farm it, ODD.
“Wisdom, is like a very fine garment.”
Religion is more how we box up God.
He handled it well, we were surprised.
Relationship is how we live in harmony.
Make the Great Spirit feel bite-size?
The gold cross around my neck I prize,
not as treasure but fire’s tinder, and
in a way, it was truly why he died.

Not a measure of a man partly found.
When we searched through time,
and not on the ground.
All the things we collect, or often erect.
Respect, cuz we’re beautifully bedecked.
Matters of mind and my mind askew.
The example floats in a human sea.
Then it all floats back to you and me.

“Who is the circumspect architect?”
Unchecked, or do we boldly go,
where no man has gone before?
Greed wanders through my reason.
Every ol' plan, and every dull season.
Little baby teasin’ what tide’s befall?
Didn't you know? “We want it all!."

I'm not perfect, until I'm dead.
That is perspective; would my
own life be bled and shed?
I most-likely would put up a fight.
Then a God would laugh, if I said
I have no fear, nor basic dread!
Ok, He probably chuckles
at me, when I pray boldly in my bed.

“Thunderclap, but not in my head!”
Until that moment I had been
witing, only, for some epiphany.
Some personal knowledge or power.
An understanding just for me.
A little extra cash in the drawer.
If I were blind what would my
eyes be for? To cover the holes
In my head?

“The Earth Burns; Humans Press On.”
Give, and gone, we wrote songs.
Preachy and full of inconveniences.
The countless notes like wings of sand,
thoughts confused, and hard to land,
most of my solo-kite-flown “geniuses.”
Mind and memories, until we're dead.
Verbose whisperings of mother earth.
She is wonderful still, nil, in her stead .

The searing swordplay of cosmos and dearth,
burning up the misspent biosphere.
Mankind, opens it’s eyes too late I fear.
Boldly live, but don't be afraid to die,
If this is this the final judgement; why?

“Press On, past the present to the future”

What's left, bereft of life,
consumed by strife?
Stabbed with stiletto,
or a switch blade knife.
It took forever for never
to final come.
So why? Why did I
think I had time to die?
Rocket fire, the
dark man forgives none.
Jesus leaves ninety-nine
Just to save the one.
I was moved by the
Father and the Son.
When last night
I imagined Holy one
dancing and singing
in the morning sun.

Consumed by strife and
introduced by a stiletto,
or a switch blade knife.
It took forever for never
to final bleedin' come.
So why? Why, did I think
I had time to die,
and she was really the one.

Rockets fire, the
dark man lives.
Jesus leaves ninety-nine
to save one.
The rich man convicts
and the poor man forgives.
I’ve been moved by stories
of the Father and the Son.

Last night I imagined the Spirit had won;
dancing and singing in the morning sun.

© 10.05.2022 Rob Krabbe and NoonAtNight Publications

I'm really sorry, but I never apologize.  - Jaxon Jax
07/15/2021

I'm really sorry, but I never apologize. - Jaxon Jax

03/29/2020

There are times . . . and then . . . there are times.

08/04/2019

Songwriting 1A: If at any time, you aren't scandalized by a song you wrote previously, you're not writing nearly enough.

01/27/2019

2 years of health issues have ended; transitioned into a year of hope, better health, healing and VICTORY.

My list of things that don't matter enough to unsettle or anger me is growing.  When I start to feel that spirit of malc...
01/30/2018

My list of things that don't matter enough to unsettle or anger me is growing. When I start to feel that spirit of malcontent, I pray, and then listen to a little Bob Marley. Peace.

12/30/2017

Did you ever wake up one day and you ARE living in Kansas? Yeah, me too.

12/09/2017

"Who controls the past controls the future. Who controls the present controls the past."
George Orwell, 1984 - George Orwell

12/08/2017

What if we ALL agreed to spend one week listening? Instead of trying to convince. Try to understand the opinions and ideas of others without countering with the ways we differ or disagree until we consider and mull over what we learn first? We could spare a week of getting credit for "being right." A week of non-judgment for the greater peace.

Just for one week to start, learning how others think and feel without responding or judging. Smile and nod, not ignoring, but truly considering. Put it on hold for one week. What if? Not a healthy thing to only smile and nod and not contribute, but I feel like we're behind in listening and learning. Respecting and encouraging, even the "atrocious idiocies of others."

Just a thought. I'll put the coffee on.

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