Creatively Joy

02/15/2023

I wish I didn't have to live this way. Photo by Anni Roenkae on Pexels.com I have such a fu***ng hard time. I had a psychotic break. I got off of my medicine and then unplugged for a while. It was the worst experience of my life and is continuing to happen. I started smoking a pipe again. I am so sick of being channeled....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/02/15/super-duper-depressed/

I wish I didn’t have to live this way. Photo by Anni Roenkae on Pexels.com I have such a fu***ng hard time. I had a psychotic break. I got off of my medicine and then unplugged for a while. I…

02/12/2023

I just needed some things to hyperfocus with. Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I had a fight with my mind for a whole week. Then realized I'm not giving myself my favorite things to cope. Being an adult with AuDD is already hard, but trying to live neurotypical is so wrong. I was being an ableist. They literally won't even give me the diagnosis for what I already know I have....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/02/11/you-cant-cut-off-audd/

I just needed some things to hyperfocus with. Photo by Pixabay on Pexels.com I had a fight with my mind for a whole week. Then realized I’m not giving myself my favorite things to cope. Being…

01/31/2023

I've been blocked from stream notifications, and they don't post my streams. Photo by Lucie Liz on Pexels.com You might not know anything about me, you might know a lot about me. But lately Twitch (or whoever it is) is blocking my efforts. I want to support fellow streamers and I have a baby stream because of them. They won't let me see it starting for my friends and I'm not reaching anyone....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/01/30/not-being-able-to-use-twitch-right-is-depressing/

I’ve been blocked from stream notifications, and they don’t post my streams. Photo by Lucie Liz on Pexels.com You might not know anything about me, you might know a lot about me. But la…

01/30/2023

I decided against candida diet and I'm unhoarding. Photo by Polina Zimmerman on Pexels.com Not toilet paper, but I am hoarding art and craft supplies. I decided against candida diet. It's too dangerous to quit sugar so hard. We need glucose and it's not recommended for diabetes. I think my problem is actually more of a nutritional deficiency as my nurse friend pointed out....

http://creatively-joy.com/2023/01/29/starting-to-feel-like-a-human/

I decided against candida diet and I’m unhoarding. Photo by Polina Zimmerman on Pexels.com Not toilet paper, but I am hoarding art and craft supplies. I decided against candida diet. It& #8217…

01/24/2023

I'm going to lose 12 BMI points. Me So I have obstructive sleep apnea and can't use a CPAP machine. I'm allergic to the coating on plastic. So instead I have to drop 105 lbs to get an implant to help me breathe at night. That commercial with the good-looking people fighting with hoses and then just pressing the button is going to be me....

I’m going to lose 12 BMI points. Me So I have obstructive sleep apnea and can’t use a CPAP machine. I’m allergic to the coating on plastic. So instead I have to drop 105 lbs to ge…

01/22/2023

My eyes are bad. I did that focusing trick. My left is better than my right by a tiny bit. Do you think that's legally blind?

01/17/2023

https://creatively-joy.com/2023/01/17/sorry-for-the-delay/

I’ve nearly died. Photo by Ayush Mann on Pexels.com So, over the past few months, I’ve been trying to launch. Problem is I was having such a terrible experience with my prescription med…

01/06/2023

Once I get over viral syndrome...it's over for you!

01/05/2023

I miss Aladdin's Castle...

01/01/2023

Happy New Year!