05/29/2026
Yesterday was the last day of school.
Jordan had a whole plan.
When I picked him up, he was supposed to get in the car and yell, "I AM IN 4TH GRADE!"
Instead, he climbed in looking like he might cry.
Not because school was over.
Because it was over.
He wasn't ready to say goodbye to his friends for three months. Even knowing he'll see many of them over the summer, not seeing them every day felt like a loss.
And maybe that's what got me.
Not the tears.
The reminder that he's old enough now to have people he misses.
This photo popped up while I was thinking about it. Years ago, he was sitting beside me needle felting. Back when he was little enough that I thought these days were a long way off.
But somewhere between wool projects, Minecraft worlds, school days, and countless snacks, he grew up a little more.
I still see the kid in this photo.
Yesterday reminded me that everyone else sees a 4th grader.
And while summer vacation is officially here, I have a feeling he'll be counting down the days until he gets to see his people again.