Self Love Sanctuary

02/21/2020

Handle it

02/21/2020

Word

02/10/2020

Bobo

02/10/2020

02/01/2020

I love myself

01/31/2020

It was all so surreal and happened so quickly. Perhaps it didn’t feel real because it was too good to be true. There was an inner tugging in my heart, the part of me that has always longed for eternal love, wanting so desperately for everything to be genuine. I wanted it to be anointed by the Father. I wanted my family to celebrate and support us. I wanted to have a child. I wanted to be a wife. I wanted to live in peace, harmony, mutual respect, love, adoration, laughter, singing the same song in eternal bliss, not in dissonance.

I don’t know what is real and what is fake anymore. I am still the same person, with a heart that is open and wide, but fear still lingers and creeps in the hidden parts of the soul and when it is released, it can seem to control everything and put me into a panic state in which all I feel is imminent death and raging terror all at once.

Dear God, my Father in Heaven, I am sorry for my sins. I am sorry for not being able to love like you do. I have fallen short of the glory of you, have broken the laws and commandments set for your people so that we can experience your love here on Earth, but for a moment. I still dream and aspire to have love again. Please heal me Father God. There is a hole in my soul that bleeds a seemingly endless stream of pain that breaks my heart every day just a little bit more. I am fractured and fragmented, lost and confused, desperately wanting answers and truth but only finding solace in your Word.

I made a covenant before your Honor with timothy Bradley. Was it real God? Did he mean it? Was his heart ever connected to mine and to you and was this promise in vain or does it defy all semblance of what love is? Only you know Father God, in the highest of heavenly domains, what remains of this now.

Please allow for your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven. Whatever shall be bound on earth shall be bound in heaven. If it is your will for us to come together in the name of unconditional godly divine love, then I pray for this my dearest Father. I come to you with a humble heart with tears streaming down my face and sorrow in my soul.

01/31/2020

I DECLARE ALL WITCH DOCTORS TO BE MINDLESS AND POWERLESS PUPPETS. WHEN THE HOST IS REMOVED, THE WITCH DOCTOR DIES. DING D**G THE WITCH IS DEAD.

ANY POWERS OF BLACK MAGIC AND ILLUSION THAT THEY INVOKE WITH FEAR AND DECEIT SHALL BE RENDERED NULL AND VOID FROM THIS POINT FORWARD WITH ALL DISEASES AND CURSES BORNE FROM THE ORIGINAL SPELL ALSO HEALED WITH THE TRUTH BEING REVEALED.

WITH EACH LIE UNRAVELED AND REPLACED WITH PURE TRUTH, A CONFIDENCE IS BORNE IN SPIRIT THAT IS ROOTED IN LOVE, GOODNESS, HONOR, POWER AND SHALL NEVER BE SUBJECT TO ANY CURSES AGAIN IN THE NAME OF THE ALMIGHTY GOD CREATOR OF THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME TO THE ABERRATION OF TIME AS WE KNOW IT, TO THE LITERAL BENDING OF ALL THINGS TO SHOW THAT IT WAS ALWAYS DISTORTED JUST FOR A MINUTE.

11/29/2019

There is a striking similarity today in the legal system as was in the time of Moses. In both time periods and dispensations, there is an imbalance of true justice. There is a misapplication of attention to strict adherence to rules, procedures and the void of that which matters the most: GOD. God is in all things and can’t ever be abandoned or disregarded so this glitch in the system is temporary but can feel overwhelmingly painful. There is an abandonment or abatement in common sense and commonality between all people and all things and all periods of time in history. There is mass confusion, loss of common language, logic, and a complete abomination of justice at its core soul foundation: the essence of wholeness, oneness, infinite connection, simplicity, brevity, balance, and harmony.

It is impossible for one or all to comply with the religious and legalistic rules that govern society in today’s construct or in the time of Moses. The compulsion for perfectionism or compliance at all with this impossible mandate creates endless suffering in the human psyche resulting in the overall state of humanity to be resisting the flow of life. When fear is the source of one’s moral compass, fueling behavior, thoughts, emotions and actions, purity cannot ever be achieved fully. The concept of executing divine law or universal oneness is bastardized and threatened by the maniacal propensity that is ubiquitous when one attempts to engage in such futile conduct required to comply with superficial legalism or religious law. The focus becomes not on the balancing of the scales of justice but rather on the impossible objective of serving an artificial master with superficial glib and nefarious malicious agendas that are repugnant to the true spirit of love and harmony, peace and prosperity that must exist for all.

The requirements are heightened for professionals who are
expected to uphold these laws, understand them to such a
profound degree to teach them to those who are excluded from the basic understanding of how the judicial system operates on a foundational level, while also exemplifying a high moral and ethical standard In life, professionally and personally. This is an onerous burden to meet for a conscientious and morally mindful person who is plagued with mental anguish and the impending fear of colossal catastrophes which will be the inevitable result of negligence, recklessness, abuse of any substances and addictive behaviors employed to mask the pain and suffering of the sadistic habituated existence that can be born from such a state of despair or spiritual death.

There are so many inquiries which must be tried, tested and analyzed in the practice of law before the courts in which the dark robes and sinister ritualistic procedures literally rob the atmosphere from a sense of humanity. From the judges to the attorneys and their various alliances with other corporate entities or covert contractual loyalties and obligations that are unspoken yet compulsory, the interplay of social, cultural, political and historical dynamics are invisible forces manipulating the outcomes in the courthouses. Is the law of the land or the law of the sea the governing body and which God is being honored and invoked subjecting the players to the severe penalties of perjury? Is the quest for complete disclosure and truth truly the goal or is the right to remain silent and engage in role playing of a theatrical rendition of emotional simulation and fear inducing exchanges in which those in power are cleverly running the performance and adhering to a script that the lay people are oblivious to. Are there too many details and information presented that are unnecessary?

Is too much information damaging by its very nature? The
presentation of factual narratives are the product of the perspective of the affiant, the witness who is nothing more than a mouthpiece and channel of hearsay which lacks credibility and evidentiary integrity by its very nature.

The requirements are heightened for professionals who are expected to uphold these laws, understand them to such a profound degree to teach them to those who are excluded from the basic understanding of how the judicial system operates on a foundational level, while also exemplifying a high moral and ethical standard In life, professionally and personally. This is an onerous burden to meet for a conscientious and morally mindful person who is plagued with mental anguish and the impending fear of colossal catastrophes which will be the inevitable result of negligence, recklessness, abuse of any substances and addictive behaviors employed to mask the pain and suffering of the sadistic habituated existence that can be born from such a state of despair or spiritual death.

This is God’s plan for restoration of the creation and all of its beautiful parts. The rupturing and fragmenting of the intergalactic realms is one of a celestial battle in the heavenlies. The angelic beings which are the first to exist in creation, well before Adam and Eve and the Garden of Eden took form, and the best is yet to come.

11/29/2019

` “ANGEL IN THE SKY” - In memory of Jamie Singleton. Wrote this about a month ago and find it to be painfully exquisite in this time. Hope the words provide some solace and peace 🙏⭐💕

I cried out to the Lord: “Why, Oh Lord, would you take my baby girl away from me and leave me with a soul that is so shattered and broken that I have lost my will to live and love and breathe another breath?”

“Why, Oh Lord, must I exist on this plane without the precious creature that I brought into this world in your name and borne from the perfect essence of divine love and light?”

“Why must I feel this torment, pain, suffering, if only for one second oh Lord? I have loved, and given every ounce of myself to this child and now she is gone from my life forever on this Earth. I shall never hold her hand, wipe her tears or tell her that everything will be alright oh Lord…..”

The Lord answered in my heart as I wept in His arms: “DEAR CHILD, NOW SHE IS THE ONE WHO WILL BE WIPING YOUR TEARS AS YOU CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP, HOLDING YOUR HAND ETERNALLY IN INFINITE SERENITY AND DWELLING QUIETLY IN EVERY DARK CORNER OF YOUR SOUL WITHOUT PAUSE….SHE IS YOUR CELLESTIAL ANGEL GUIDING YOUR EARTHLY MANIFESTATION OF SPIRIT WITH LOVE AND LIGHT UNTIL YOU HAVE TAKEN YOUR LAST BREATHE AND YOUR LIFE’S PATH IS COMPLETE ON THIS PLANE OF EXISTENCE, BEFORE YOU COME HOME TO MY KINGDOM.

PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY DEAR CHILD THAT YOU ARE ON EARTH FOR A SHORT TIME, AND YOUR ONLY JOB IS TO HELP OPTHERS, TO SOOTHE SOULS, AND SURRENDER TO THE GREATER GOOD OF ALL HUMANITY. WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS, MOTHERS AND FATHERS, DAUGHTERS AND SONS, AND HAVE INFITINE SOUL TIES WITH EVERY LIVING BEING THAT HABITATS THIS UNIVERSE, EACH PROVIDING BEAUTY IN ITS OWN UNIQUE FORM, AS ETERNAL CHILDREN IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD DANCING IN PERFECT SYNCHRONICITY TO THE BEAT OF THE UNIVERSAL PULSE.

WE ARE NEVER SEPARATE AND ALWAYS INEXTRICABLY BOUND BY LOVE, NEVER DYING AND ALWAYS VIBRANT AND ASCENDING. FOR IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO EVER DISSIPATE AND MELT AWAY FROM THE SOUL. IT IS THE EVERLASTING, THE INIFINITE, THE BEGINNING AND THE END, OF ONE REALM TO THE ANOTHER KINGDOM, DIVINE IN ALL FORMS AND PERFECTLY IMPERFECT; ANGELIC, ETHEREAL, MYSTICAL, PROFOUND….LOVE. IT IS ALWAYS INSPIRING US, KEEPING US ALIVE, AS DEATH IS BUT AN ILLUSION AND DECEPTION OF THE MIND.

HAVE FAITH, MY DEAR SOUL, THAT THIS IS NOT THE END, BUT ONLY THE BEGINNING AS YOU REMEMBER, OF ETERNAL BLISS, PEACE, AND ECSTASY. NOTHING SHALL EVER DESTROY YOU. SUFFERING IS MERELY A STATE OF BEING, TEMPORARL IN DURATION, UNTIL YOU RECLAIM THE LOVE AND LIGHT THAT SERVES YOUR HIGHEST PUPOSE AND PROPELS YOU INTO INFINITE WISDOM, SETTING YOU FREE FROM THE CHAINS OF DELUSION.
UNTIL THEN, HOLD DEAR IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL ALL THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH, THE MEMORIES OF GRACE AND JOY, THE PURE ESSENCE OF LOVE AND LIGHT.

YOUR ANGEL IS ALWAYS INFUSED WITH YOUR SPIRIT, BESIDE YOU GENTLY, GLIDING AND GUIDING YOU, SINGING CALMLY INTO YOUR HEART AND WAITING PATIENTLY FOR YOUR ARRIVAL INTO THE KINGDOM OF THE DIVINE.

AND SO IT IS, SO IT WAS AND EVER SHALL BE, LOVING PRECIOUS CHILD. THE MYSTERY OF FAITH, WORLD WITHOUT END, ANGEL OF THE SKY.

11/20/2019

THE REMEMBRANCE

You are everything that is exquisitely beautiful; enigmatic in shape and form but full of life, no matter how hard the narrative of death is masqueraded…

There is no death in life, only momentary lapses in pristine beauty exist that feel like death, but these moments are to be cherished for their emotional scars, their vapid and cold essence can inspire raw beauty in yourself, others and the one who sees and feels your sadness and pain, and knows every dark corner of your soul that you thought was dead forever. You cannot give away your pain, numb your experiences, forget who you are, where you are, and more importantly, where you will go from here. You are destined for something magical. The curse shall become the blessing in which these former pains and profound eras of suffering will slowly melt away and be replaced with an everlasting beauty and eternal joy that was never known before. All of the moments borne of your intergalactic intelligence shine with a brilliance of light; your cosmic conundrum no longer in control of your fate. Nothing is ever lost or forgotten and forever imprinted in every galaxy of every god, an unspoken law of supreme reality, interdimensional and woven seamlessly to connect space and time from any state of alienation. There is no separation; nothing is ever lost; you become more timeless with each epoch of time branded into your skin like a scarlet letter of truth, not subject to the rules of man, the elements of the earth or the celestial kingdoms that roam wide and far into the distance of sight. These memories form the very fiber and foundation of who you are, who we are, what life is, giving freedom for all things to exist but for a moment until the time has come for the rebirth, the transformation, the transfigurement, transmutation, of all that once was, into the celebration of the transcendent state of light for all to see, all to know, all to submit to in severance and respect.

This is your destiny. It is waiting for you patiently, and will not ever forget this ending to the perpetual state of spiritual death that has governed your days and nights, months and years, all the same really because they suffocate the soul and dull the senses slowly killing your spirit and burdening your existence.

No enchantment, no curse of evil men, can prevail against the people of God. Contrariwise, God will turn the curse into a blessing.

11/09/2019

Keep it moving - keep your energy moving at all times and flowing so that it does not become stagnant or blocked. Get in touch with the heart and let the thoughts catch up to that place of non resistance and perfect non seeking, non judgment, complete awareness state of universal infinite intelligence that is inseparable and impenetrable because God is always with us and providing the life force, whether we block it or not, it is always there. It can always be subject to reunion and wholeness and back home. devil or dark negative energy that exists outside of us can not be blocked out in its entirety because that would cause a person to live in a deluded state in which they have trained themselves to live a lie or a distorted reality so that their inherent deep rooted fears are quelled or quieted. But the deep rooted fears are only in existence and affecting thought, emotional and behavioral patterns because they are misunderstood and therefore create an unnatural resistance to what is natural and true for all of creation. The internal warfare increases as the fear increases and more thoughts and situations and experiences fuel this fear and false reality. The lie is fed and the demon is fed and energetically satiated so long as there are emotional experiences and residual energy created that sustain the vibration of the original foundational thought, belief, state of being that is a lie. Over time, the energy of the core belief will lose power if it is not fed. This is why demons must engage in energetic contractual relations or interactions with other energy beings that will sustain them, feed them and grow them in some cases. The worst state of man is when powerful low density emotions feed beliefs that are false. Then the entire human experience is manifested in a state of hell and suffering. It is only when the core belief can be fully ruptured and dismantled with the truth and the soul immediately replaces the energy with conduits and expressions in the physical that are pure channels for God's divine unconditional love: dogs, certain diet, plants because they provide oxygen and we need more of the fresh and pure oxygen to be pumped through the body to cleanse, restore and aid in circulation of blood, etc. physical and geographic location is key as well because places like Florida that are not elevated and are more dense and flat do not have the same access to oxygen and since God's initial communication with us was through breathing life into us, we need this to heal. Also pure water will restore man to his natural state And music, color therapy, aroma therapy. The vibrations of unconditional love need to be saturating someone who is in a state of dissonance. So often the healers in place today or teachers of new age Christianity are able to convey dogma or doctrine, which is based in a fundamental error since the heart is excluded for the sake of the mind and the mind is Satan's playground. The heart is a much more Powerful organ and the vibrations and emissions from the heart will always absorb the thoughts of the mind and drown them out with clarity and freedom from the soul's own internal prison. So I think a solution could be to keep these modalities of facials, massage, yoga, stretching, but make sure that God's unconditional love is always channeled and the focus and consciousness in the practice and not vanity, greed, narcissism and to feed the demon that fights God.
We are not God and can never usurp his role because his power and infinite eternal greatness is the ultimate Most High power in this universe. So why don't we work WITH him instead of fighting against the inevitable. It takes more energy that is foreign and unnatural to combat God divine and natural soul energy that those who end up in a state of eternal psychological warfare in this realm are the worst victims to their own device of self torment and torture in which they constantly punish the self and abominate the works and suffering of the Christ Jesus. There is no need for suffering and pain here that lingers and holds our own prosperity and success in a state of abatement. But we are the masters of our own domain and slaves to the system of self abuse that we orchestrate and design that can either be in tune with the harmony and miracle tone of the universe than NEVER CHANGES, is constant, consistent and resistant to all evil dominion or caught up in the dark void in which we are incessantly running the most frantic race to the grave without a clue that God is never leaves you or forsakes you. There is no death but only an eternal bliss awaiting you once you see the rainbow beyond the dismal dark clouds.

Our insurance policy is the Lord. Our judge is only Him. He is the Healer, the Restorer, the Comforter, the Giver of Life and the only One who should ever truly inspire fear because He can destroy forever with His wrath and He will because wickedness and maliciousness in the heart is not of God and is of a demonic source, a fallen angel spirit that seeks to defy God, combat Him, ignore His truth and operates with the sole motive of turning confused and lost souls from the Father
To know the truth and to turn from it is death
All you must do is affirm the truth and give the glory to God in all things, not exalting yourself