09/02/2026
Transexual Salvation #6
Plexiglass, iridescent acrylic paint, hospital gown, saline bag, tube, tape.
There's a lot of blood when you get surgery, it just sort of appears. It's kinda novel at first, especially when you're drugged up. But then it becomes a maintenance thing, cleaning yourself and your body so you are not constantly dirty. And then it becomes gross, a sticky impure thing that accumulates. When I had ffs I had cuts on my scalp that refused to heal, and it was a constant battle of letting it dry and letting it bleed. I think q***r people have a weird relationship to our blood. It's something we were taught to fear because of what it could transmit, and how much we all lost because of it. But it's a part of us. And it can heal us too.
Also I ran out of fitting underscores songs :(