02/04/2020
Long mental health post ahead!
Oh hello again! Its been a minute (or a couple months?)
The holiday season brought a heaping dose of depression with some existential crises sprinkled on top, and carried on well into the new year.
I think one of the most unpleasant parts of depression is how it sucks the enjoyment out of things that usually bring us happiness - books you’re excited to read, art you’re excited to make, places you’re excited to visit - all become lackluster and dull and not worth the effort.
It feels so good that after weeks and weeks and weeks, the other day I picked up a book and enjoyed reading it, and we’re planning a trip next month and I’m excited about it, and today I finally picked up a paintbrush and doodled for a while and it was satisfying.
There aren’t words to explain how good it feels to experience crisp, bright, pleasant emotions after what feels like a 10 year slog though a grey mud pit.
All that to say...I’m really happy to be able to post here again, and see what everyone here is up to, and connect again with this fun and beautiful community!
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