09/21/2026
This parable is what happened to me.
I have 0 idea how to pick up the pieces of my life and myself, when at one point I could handle any trauma ANYTHING life threw at me. And 6years of 5+ types of abuse from my ex girlfriend DID NOT even come close to breaking me this hard. (In fact her abuse made me stronger in more ways)
The person who genuinely unconditionally fell in love with me, gave me care and was a gentle kind soul.. he showed me hope and promised me forever being by my side and a he gave me a healthy family experience. Him and I were the best versions of ourselves, healthy communication/healthy conflict resolution & we were HAPPY. Feeling TRULY safe for the first time in 39yrs of my life and helping him discover himself. Then he ghosted me because he is ALWAYS afraid of life, living, and he shuts down HARDCORE & he shuts everyone out anytime LIFE gets LIFEY. Anthony i know you WONT see this...
BUT ANTHONY you are a fu***ng coward.
You cant hide in your privileged bubble forever, living life will find you eventually.
I hope one day you you wake up and realize what you did to both of us. And how you broke my strength, you broke my resilience and im pretty sure you broke your own heart.
You idiot, but i will still love you forever.