03/27/2024
It’s funny how I deal with hate these days, countless times I’m running through these hills or Balou is pulling me on my board through a lovely day and look up and lock eyes with someone that looks at me with the upmost disdain. I realized the more I shine the more some people just want to take that away, I think of all the time I spent in my youth wondering how could they treat me that way? But now I just let it go and go about my ways, not with malice or disgust but honestly I just try to project nothing but love.
I think of all the time I wasted letting myself get fu**ed up over people that talked down on my name, but now something has changed. If I feel someone wasting my time I simply let go and walk away, this year has bloomed me in the best way by finally getting my own place. When I moved back from LA I let myself go and when I came to the city I lost all control, I’d let others tell me what I should I do and what I should feel, I go out of my way to make sure they still thought I was cool.
Now dead sober I could care less what you think, I write from my heart and have finally felt the higher power in me. I realized as long as I fully speak my truth and align myself with my higher power I can’t lose. If no one likes it then that’s just how it’s gotta be, but I’m no longer doing it for anyone else but me…