More Than Words.

06/04/2018

Internal struggles

I've been trying to run away from my demons but somehow it feels like I'm just running in circles...
I've been trying to run away from myself, but the mirrors in my room have managed to trap me inside...
I've been trying to scream and let this air out, but my pride has cut off the oxygen inside my lungs...
I've been trying to figure out my place in this life... but I just find arrows pointing in different directions, so I'm at a standstill feeling lost...

This internal fight is like battle that has no ending date... my soldiers completely exhausted, don't know how long they can continue on... and I in the middle of the field just waiting for the deadly shot.

In spite of everything ... my heart continues on a fearless pursuit for the thief that has taken happiness its hostage ... my heart doesn't care how much my mind has to fight... or how badly my feet want to run on the opposite direction.

My heart is the ultimate warrior, the only one to save me when my anxious lifetime companion tries to become a permanent visitor inside my home.

01/08/2018

Worlds that you can see only in your dreams ❤️

I like to think that somewhere, someplace, spirits like hers are the norm and not the exception. Until we find it, it’s up to us to do our part here, as best we may.

12/28/2017

12/08/2017

12/08/2017

Find someone who enjoys your weirdness, who laughs at your sillyness, someone who looks at you like the most beautiful creature in the world when you wake up in the morning with crazy hair and sleepy, grumpy face... someone who kisses you when you're upset, someone who can't get enough of you

12/06/2017

I must suffer from this lol ....

12/06/2017

Being with her its like entering a journey with an unexpected path... destination unknown...

11/08/2017

Broken pieces that she will never be able to put together again...

She is strong because she once was broken, grew hard because she once was soft, with some she thought she knew.

We all have had a time where we trusted ourselves to the wrong person, and faced a choice to either give up or grow and move on. In some ways, there was never really a choice at all. Time and the circumstance we call "life" forces us to move forward, and to do it stronger than when we began.

What was a challenge you faced that made you move forward a changed person? A stronger person? 👇🏼

11/07/2017

Yes, I bleed purple...
And I still have flashbacks of when it first happened...

I thought the bleeding would stop once the scar healed...
Little did I know, if I mistakenly stratch its surface... it would bleed once again...

I've learned how to stop the bleeding, I know how to cover it up, patch up the scar one more time... just add a few more stitches each time...

I don't know if ithis scar will ever stop bleeding, I don't know know if it will ever heal completely ... So I'll just continue to add more stitches as necessary... have my lover's hands caress it softly... I'll just continue to to put my slevees down and try to forget it's there...

Purple blood will continue to run through my veins... I just have to try not to let the scar re-open...

11/07/2017

Fears... ❤

11/03/2017

She tried to cage her buttlerflies, throw away the key without looking back... little did she know, someone was waiting beneath the bridge for it...her butterflies were meant to be set free