07/01/2024
This was made from a voice text I left my friend after the last attempt at trying Alcoholics Anonymous for probably the 5th time in almost 30 years. She's in the program, and I know it works for many people. I am NOT taking that away from anyone. Whatever works and keeps people sober and happy is fine with me. But, it's not for everyone.
The beauty of humanity is that there are all kinds of people with different beliefs and experiences. What works for one, may not work for another. To me, growing up in the 80's, an alcoholic was someone who drank every day and got drunk. So, for me, that was never my issue. I always called myself more of an alcohol or substance "abuser". I could clean up at any time, for any time, and for any reason, no matter what. So, to me, there was no way that I fit the definition of an alcoholic. But over my many years and younger years in Los Angeles in the 90's, let's say I abused a lot of substances. The thing is, I always held a job and never got fired for smelling like alcohol or whatever, basically, it never disrupted my livelihood so I always "had it under control." One of the times I attended AA was for a DUI, but one time I went for w**d, haha, and a couple more for alcohol. But then when this s**t goes on for a couple decades, I have to step back and be like, wtf? Why do these binges keep happening?
I work with people and their traumas and their limiting beliefs. I study so many different cultures, and sciences and things like quantum physics. I love information. I have actually been a researcher for 20+ years and wrote and self-published two non-fiction books. One on Understanding Energy and Frequencies in all forms called "Let Me Break It Down for You" , and the second one on "Natural Remedies Emergency Kit.". Both on Amazon under Giovanna Maimone.
But, anyway, I just wanted to share this last experience that happened in my late 40's. It was about 20 years since the last time and I didn't realize why it never felt quite right for me. Something didn't vibe with me and now I know why. Now, 20 years later, when I really understand the power of language, the mind, and humans, I figured out why it never felt quite right.
Feel free to follow me on IG for inspirational stories and videos and I'm here to help if you need. Please don't be mad, people who believe in AA. You are allowed to hold your belief with conviction, and so am I. It's having respect for each of them that's important. 🙏
Happy Healing! 💫✨💫
Giovanna Rose
P.S The Rockefellers funded Alcoholics Annonymous in the 1930's 😉
https://onedayatatime.com/blog/2019/09/05/aa-and-the-rockefellers/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FV3h6AM3bAg
This was made from a voice text I left my friend after the last attempt at trying Alcoholics Anonymous for probably the 5th time in almost 30 years. She's in...