09/09/2026
Mostly void, partially stars 💫
August was such a strange, long month. I’m so grateful for all it brought, particularly friends when I’ve needed them most. I got to spend time with so many loved ones, I got to drive up and see some of my best friends and celebrate one of my littlest friends birthdays, I celebrated 5 years of doing the only thing I’ve ever wanted to do, and have so much love in my heart because of all of that. I’ve had to make some new, hard choices these last few weeks, and change is something I’ve always been terrified of. Change won’t always look the same, sometimes change is letting go, feeling sad, being uncomfortable. But sometimes, the change I’ve been so afraid of is all that’s been separating me from the life I’ve been trying to live. The thing I’ve been thinking of as insurmountable was as easy as retuning a phone call, maybe giving an hour of my time to cleaning, or most commonly- asking for help. I’ve put pressure on myself to know all the answers, to be a grownup, to fix the problems. But then; I only know what I know, and life is so full of answers, but only if you ask the questions. Im so grateful to have so many people in my life patient enough to answer my questions, who never make me feel bad for needing help. I hope we can trade our tears and all of our years lived between each other forever.
Flash dropping Friday, I hope you guys love it, it’s one of the most personally important collections I’ve put together yet. I love you guys, thank you for being here with me. Ი𐑼
There’s no special secrets down here this time- just you and me, here at the bottom of the caption. And sometimes, that’s enough.