A Spark At the Depth of Heart

A Spark At the Depth of Heart Finding my light in the darkness of me, hoping others find something in themselves to believe.

01/06/2026

a statement
that bears with it a question
an answer
that carries weightless with its response
fragile things
that feel hollow to the core
recklessly debated
ineffectively evaded
confidence in crisis
conflicted left divisive
attenuation of transmission
out of sequence
still lacking composition
bereft to hold conclusion
understated definitives
leading leveraged disillusions

1-5-2026

10/16/2025

not all words take measure of the fray
seldom fluent or inequitable
more likely they come failing to convey
in magnitudes or to the merit
responsiveness to persuade
the aptitude of contrition
is rendered bombastic and depraved
no feeling just intent
irrevocably incensed
borderline maniacal
nevertheless
it comes out undeniable
the harbinger unstable
where all bastions
are now fables

10-16-2025

09/23/2025

Radical lines
Informations the fuse
Intentions are gaslit
Subjectively consumed
Less concessions
More removed
Deeper dialogues
We convolute
Surface tensions
Harsh inflections
Where levity
Gets fired for it's questions
Factual or fictional
Its relevance
Just conditional

9-23-2025

06/27/2025

this is how
one might become
the last one seeking guidance
where an inner anguish
began to rage in self defiance
how a promise in devotion
might turn vengeful
devoid of such commotion
leaning heavy in the chemistry
to sublimate an urge
then to prototype the possible
albeit mindlessly irresponsible

maybe then
it's irresponsible I'd assume
to condition what concerns
to ask nothing of the pretense
I’d level questions to amuse
being unspeakable, invisibly confused
an order less than ordinary
leaves me undeniably consumed
comp-ensory committal
to highlight failures of design
sarcasms at the depths of chasms
where nothing precious is refined
how can an allegory allege
the fruitful comes to flower
fashioned from decisions
that ultimately have soured
what's intended is not content
building makeshift from the mundane
always reckless and ill timed
an asterisk on assertion
unreluctant to self malign

6/26/2025
10:21 PM

05/20/2025

a truth that never comes to actualize
born from an experience that
finds you seasoned,
finds you harboured,
ever fearful it might materialize
this probable, leaves one tortured in the soul
repetitions of conditions
that could reprehensibly unfold
your character in conflict
by those conditions of development
actions that could lead you
into becoming, what to you, is abhorrent

struggling to bridge
this essence of creation
a process culminating,
that factors hopeful shaping,
manifested in the very mold
that should be broken,
choosing love instead of hating,
besieged and beholden
opposing the possibility
that my characters been chosen

trying desperately to question
wanting answers, wanting reasons
tangible with thought
left saddled and over wrought
believing clarity should be sought
thee intendeds never taught
now I become the teacher
establishing a precedence
that my children will come to embody
that what has come before
never dictates to the future
can be mastered and made more

written 5-19-2025
5:50PM

05/10/2025

irreconcilable
that which formed
followed heart
hopeful to fruition
angels of desire
they've become victims of conditions
the divergence of two dreams
unsustained
not old enough to understand
but age is irrelevant to pain
immeasurable
what causality
these effects on their future
how it might inevitably be explained
when realities become partitioned
love that was uniform
splintered then it split
consequentially the hearts torn
hoping to hem miseries
to reinforce a happenstance
more than just palatable
enhancing on this circumstance
apathies and attritions
feigns a family that should function
separation and with silence
finds a family
still building on dysfunction

began writing
5-10-2025

edited
5-16-2025

finished
5-19-2025

05/07/2025

I will always love you
in more ways
than I can find to love myself…
…and I know…
that's not fair to me
I'm trying to learn to love myself
in the same ways that I have come to love you
but life has taught me
that things can't always be fair,
but it IS important
that we continue to struggle
to find more ways to love each other
and ourselves

May 7th 12:58 PM

05/01/2025

let it be with love
in an ample measure of grace
to step into this thing
a kindness within good company
endless laughters that will sing
to over shadow sorrows
and hold me under wing
let it be with love
that embodies me in dreams

written 4-30-2025
9:24 PM

02/20/2025

to fester and to fume
to expectantly assume
modicums of minutiae
to substantiate
might illustrate
potentiality to prove
conveyance to control
theoretically through fiction
where analysis withholds
ambivalence in conviction
selfishly embellishing
tenor in the undertones
unexpectedly interleaving
a signal in contradiction
waylaid at conception

8:18pm
2-19-202

01/17/2025

why I prefer the pages black
the letters white
ideals that carry feelings
from subtle to unnerving
that most preferably will bite
rhythms that break the meter
phonetically kinetic
their contrasts softly woven
dangerously systemic
to punctuate emotions
tightly and frenetic
inequities congruent
assimilation ill-suited
configured to deliver
in afterthoughts
deeply rooted

1-16-2025
1:47am

10/18/2024

What I have isn't what I hold
It's in the space that lies between
What comes tethered to a longing
Where shadows merge but are never bonding
The reimagined but left unmanaged
Frivolous and frantically unfiltered
A fantasy in failures destined to fly
Moonlight in Autumn desperate to cry

Written 10-17-2024

10/18/2024

backwardness
from the basement
looking down
backlogs
open binder
trying to move on
barren
fertile in futility
fighting silence to defend
abstinence in the effort
as the artist, who pretends

10-17-2024
finished
2-28-2025

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