02/25/2021
In the fall of 2020, I had a dream about Sarena.
Everyone was gathered on a beautiful afternoon, with the light falling through tender golden-green leaves of new growth, and glinting off tall grasses whose tops were bending in the warm breeze. It was like the tender newness of spring was blended with the ethereal, pale gold harvest of early autumn. A smell of freshly tilled soil, of verdant greens soaking in the sunrays, and of crisp golden grains all mingled with the smell of the tiny flowers that grew everywhere. Pale blue, creamy white, and butter yellow flowers grew everywhere among the glowing meadow grasses.
It was like we were at a wedding...a crowd of people stood under a shady linen canopy. All eyes were on Sarena at the front as she stood facing the guests...her hair was lustrous and gleaming, and her skin was radiant as the diffused sun showed behind her in scattered motes of light. A crown of blossoms bloomed from her head. Her smile was small with turned up corners, and her eyes sparkled with a calm secret. She spoke to the crowd, and it is to my utmost sorrow that when I woke I could not recall all her words, but I do remember the effect that her words had on the guests. When she spoke, her hands gestured with joy and grace, and her face bunched in laughter...a wave of relief and excitement rustled through those attending. She spoke as if she knew she were leaving, and had gathered everyone there to wish her well on her next chapter. Instead of bringing gifts in bright paper as for earthly newlyweds, the guests all held their beating hearts in their throats, as tears battled with laughter on their faces. Her voice rang with the quiet song of swiftly moving streams, swollen with snowmelt and ready to rush on to the next adventure.
The moment she finished speaking is the one that remains stamped strongest upon my memory...she stood there, head turning to look over her shoulder towards the meadows, hands pressed to her chest as if holding back crashing tides of anticipation. Murmurs of thankfulness and snippets of stories rolled through the crowd like the breeze that rippled her creamy white dress...
(Continued in comments)