04/07/2020
As I write this in light spirits, I reflect on the very precious and minimal time we had together in this life ❤️ I take all the lessons I’ve learned from you and the experiences and I appreciate every last one, the good, the ugly, the bad and the beautiful... And in this very moment all I can feel is your presence, ironic when most of my life I felt the lack thereof since you left. But even as a kid, I observed. I seen your pains, your demons, I seen your intentions and I seen in your eyes that you loved me with every part of you, even when times were bad I would remember you smiling to me as if they were all good, when I could see right through it , you loved me even if you didn’t really know how to 💙 I knew you were only doing the best you could and with the pain you unintentionally brought, Ive never held an ounce of anything less than unconditional love in my heart for you, NOTHING you ever did would ever changed the fact that I would love you and that brings me peace... I know you know that & all I can say is thank you, you helped me to become the person I am becoming today. I’m happy that we have happy moments together , that I got to see you one more time after 10 years, that you looked happy to see me, and that you apologized to me. I’m happy to know your here with me, to know that you are forever. That we are forever and all we truly have is LOVE. Im happy that you are showing yourself in ways you could never do in the physical, it was you who picked me up when I got the news. Im happy that I chose you to be my father in this life❤️ I guess I was waiting for some type of sign from you before I got to the space of making this post. And today you gave me it 🌞 I Love you FOREVER Papi 💜✨ my father, my creator, my guide, ME 💞enjoy the astrals💗❤️❣️🎈