07/22/2026
Fire that was born inside my gut from swallowing too much for too long has consumed so many old versions of me that no longer serve the highest good and so now…
I AM RISING
From the ashes of disappointment , pain, suffering, grief, loss, being lost, knowing the futility of trying too hard for too long for too much, exhaustion that never goes away, neglect, betrayal, abuse, starvation, diseases, being so broke and so broken, finding out that gaslighting me was everyone’s fav pastime, rejection, fear of success and failure, insanity, awakening, and 30 years of marriage thru the turn of the century past the end of the world in 2012, and the end of the free world in covid2020 and now surviving over half of the Fire Horse year has refined me realigned me redesigned me and rebuilt me from the inside out. That inferno left not a cell within my body untouched and my results for the endurance courage stupidity and keeping my gigantic heart cracked wide open are that I can finally after 55 years on earth I can say that I am fiercely feeling the fu***ng freedom I have become and the liberation of my soulspark gave me so many uncountable gifts abilities and knowings that I could fill 20 novels with the amazing adventures and stories that ultimately my authentic experiences have graced and blessed me with are truly the best most divine moments where all I had to try to do was simply be present for the incredible sh*tshow. Now you can just read the novels cause I showed up for us all. The party was the best party of my life and the next 5 months are mounting up their momentum and daring me to find an original unique unapologetic method of madness to demonstrate to others how to get the most out of every single one of these moments. I hope I can inspire just even one person to follow my example of determination and resilience and then become the leader who leads by example . This promises to bring humanity into a new period of harmonic convergence where magic is the vibe and transformations are the currency. May all your fire blaze hot and may you rise again and again . This will afford you the privilege of having the best stories that everyone remembers and tells to their family long after you cross the rainbow bridge. Lmfao I suppose one version of me was disgusted when I discovered folks was using all their efforts to talk about me after I had gone but this new version adores the fact that everyone’s talking about my new story and the splash I am about to make o to the world stage. The Universe is settting us up for theBest Show on earth and it’s not going to let us down ever again. An old era has finally come to its natural ending, and tomorrow there’s a beautiful promise everyday that a whole new day is dawning… hold spaces, bridge gaps, vibrate in high frequencies, ride all the waves, and thank you all for being a friend who has traveled down all those roads and back again. Thank you for being a pal and a confidant,your heart is true ,again thank you for being a friend. I will always listen when you tell me that I am not perfect and then I will show you how I am perfect just the way I am flaws and all.
The End
P.S. Please share, copy, paste, or link this to someone you know who is a very rare person that knows how it feels to live a lifetime of starting fires and walking away to let them burn, knows that the best method to break thru is to start the fire then with no fear or hesitation to then voluntarily walk right into the center of the blaze, or who just has survived so many infernos that fire walking has become their latest superpower. You know who that person is and this person needs the warmth that this blaze is providing. Not everyone can handle the heat and you also know these people because they always stay out of the kitchen!❤️🔥
Famous singer and song writer Elton John said the best in my opinion & I quote
“We didn’t start the fire!it was always burning , Since the worlds been turning!”
Do not fear being burned . I am a living testimony that you will come walking out the other side smoking hot and stronger than ever before!
