08/31/2025
Back to rehab, again🥺❤️🩹
I’ve been debating… do I share my struggles with the 🌎 or keep pretending everything’s perfect, when inside I am broken — physically, mentally, spiritually☠️
But here’s the truth: I’m proud of myself for seeking help. I’m proud of how hard I worked on my art show. I’m grateful for the person I am — a lover, sensitive, creative, emotionally intelligent. I refuse to live a life that doesn’t make me happy💫
And yet… I also hate myself rn. I’ve done this over, & over again. I’m disappointed, shameful etc etc❤️🩹
My show’s concept keeps ringing in my head:
“Without Hope We Have Nothing”❤️🥹❤️
👉🏻Firstly: I share this message bc I believe vulnerability is a superhero strength, it’s just who I am. ADDICTION=ISOLATION. Talking, sharing, being honest about this helps me in a big way💯
👉🏻Secondly: I share this message, for anyone who also struggles, anyone that can relate. WE ARE NOT ALONE. I share this message for others who have family that live w/ addiction. For anyone who has lost anyone from this disease🫶🏻
To help you understand: We/I do try. VERY HARD. To find a better way of life. Addiction is POWERFUL‼️
Let’s stop canceling/judging those that struggle. Let’s give them hope, love, compassion😌
Im proud of myself for seeking help. I should be dead. There is a REASON I AM ALIVE. I won’t give up, I never will. You promise you won’t either?✊🏻
Big Love, Z❤️
