Yael

03/12/2026

How does the abuse cycle work? Treat someone like they are a disease or a threat until they believe it and become one, or see past the illusion snd rise above. Only sometimes, seeing past the illusion isnt enough. Others have to see it and become friends, allies, partners, lovers, family... look past the rumors, or behaviors, or stigmas, and proudly stand beside the people or person who has been deemed unfit. Love someone who isn't popular or considered "high value", please.

01/18/2026

I woke up with his voice in my head: "Go to your room woman!" Here's my response: F**K YOU, Phillip Freeman. F**k you, the horse you rode in on and the fu***ng "royal" family of murderers you decended from. F**k you for being proud of the tyranny your ancestors inflicted throughout history. F**k your racist and anti semetic dad, may he rest in hell, and f**k your dumb ass mother and sister who helped you alienate the kids from me and coerse me into signing the divorce agreement that f**ked me and the kids over and over again. F**k the courts and the judges that allowed iy and ignored your threats to kill me and have me dissapeared, which I reported. F**k the officials that ignored the rapes and the child abuse. F**k you for the sadistic ways you tortured us and for all the things I haven't found out yet but for which there is plenty of evidence to show something happened. Ps: our divorce wasn't legal, NOTHING you got away with so far was legal. I might be dying because of what you did but I want to know where my kids are. I want to know why the last time i got through to you, you acted like you heard the voice of a ghost. I want to know why I can not recieve any help here from the law, including to file a missing persons report. You owe me and the kids every fu***ng bloody crooked cent you touched.
Signed, your "commi-socialist, liberal hippie American ex-wife.

12/21/2025

Thank you for the food. I'm sorry I'm a such a "bitch". But if I had to hear that tone for one more second I was gonna catch charge. There's no solisatation in this garden, unless you know how to keep your mouth shut unless you're coming with star vibes, from deep soul tribes. I don't have the energy for anything else. Give me real. I'll respect you a lot more.

12/20/2025

Are we living in a cosmic video game where the outcome is already saved, or can we, like, actually affect the plot somehow, and if so, are unknown puppeteers messing with our reality without asking us first, including getting our informed consent?

08/12/2025

Sometimes you have to be reminded of the parts of you that got worn or lost over time and call them back.

I acquired the leather jacket when I was 14, following an incident of domestic violence that I was not going to put up with, so I left. The woman who passed it on to me told me that it had previously been owned by Trent Resnor whom she had dated in highschool. I eventually passed it on to a kid going through a lot of transitions between homes. I remember how badass I felt wearing it. At that time I WAS pretty badass. Or angry, lol. When I passed it on, I hoped he felt that same bit of defiance and desire to pick his head up no matter what, that I felt when it was given to me. It has been a dream of mine to find both the woman who gave it to me to just say "thank you", as well as find the one I passed it forward to. Wonder what types of journeys it has been on or where it ended up.
Seeing this picture reminds me of the part of me that didn't stick around for anyone's sh*t. The part of me that was courageous even when I was scared. Who gave a middle finger and a smile to ANYONE I had enough with. That went foward without worrying about what's next or how. I also would love to see my friend who's parents took me in temporarily on my way back home to Florida.

08/12/2025

I acquired the leather jacket when I was 14, following an incident of domestic violence that I was not going to put up with, so I left. The woman who passed it on to me told me that it had previously been owned by Trent Resnor whom she had dated in highschool. I eventually passed it on to a kid going through a lot of transitions between homes. I remember how badass I felt wearing it. At that time I WAS pretty badass. Or angry, lol. When I passed it on, I hoped he felt that same bit of defiance and desire to pick his head up no matter what, that I felt when it was given to me. It has been a dream of mine to find both the woman who gave it to me to just say "thank you", as well as find the one I passed it forward to. Wonder what types of journeys it has been on or where it ended up.
Seeing this picture reminds me of the part of me that didn't stick around for anyone's sh*t. The part of me that was courageous even when I was scared. Who gave a middle finger and a smile to ANYONE I had enough with. That went foward without worrying about what's next or how. I also would love to see my friend who's parents took me in temporarily on my way back home to Florida.

08/04/2025

I will not just dissapear, or sit quietly like nothing is happening so I don't upset anyone. You do not have to either. You have the right exist, without apology or explanation. You are beautiful, brave, and you are feircly loved.