My vibes straight to you

My vibes straight to you A beautifully broken soul to a degree that still finds beauty in life. Showing in all my pictures. Hopefully, I can speak for you through my art.

This is a portion of myself as I heal from trauma. As may my process empower another soul, so it counts.

In my heart this flame lives,Like a photo in a frame,For my life I hold no shame,A love only you may claim.This love ho...
06/21/2026

In my heart this flame lives,
Like a photo in a frame,
For my life I hold no shame,
A love only you may claim.
This love holds no bound,
In time you have found,
May this love never be drowned,
Never to engulf, yet surround.
A love you sense with my scent,
Where words aren't hollow, but meant,
Always strong and never bent,
Only given with my consent.
As this love has intent that's true,
May it always feel brand new,
Only for one, and not few,
A love rooted in truth that we grew.

MangiaEvony JW ♥️

06/15/2026

I hate nights like this when absolutely nothing works to help me fall asleep. The mind doesn't stop. The anxiety that never ends, the pain in this head is throbbing to even this soothing sound makes it hurt. Sad ass 💩. A life filled with sleepless nights, so many unknowns swirl around in this brain. What the snap crackle pop.... Ffuucckk.... Tomorrow will be an ultimately long day of some form of hell. Can I purchase my ass a new body? How I wish it was so. Maybe a reset button. Or it could be the fact that I genuinely am losing my mind. Nope doubtful. This entire day was as 💩 as my head feels right now. I just want to be able to sleep at night with zero effects on my own personal health. The thoughts on this entire ordeal has me blatantly exhausted beyond belief. To be noticing so much, I need to research this Chiari 1 malformation diagnosis further as it has got my wheels spinning on overdrive. If it wasn't 1:30 in the morning I would take my butt for a damn walk right now. I don't have any more tricks up this sleeve to fall asleep. I have tried it all. So I shall lay here until I fall the F out because I simply cannot go at all anymore. This is night 3 without all my meds. I have 3 more days till I see this damn doctor. If this keeps up I may just need to go to the emergency room to be able to just breathe again. If only I could have not ignored that intuition on my dreadful morning of the day I literally was dragged down into a hell like no other. The night terrors are horrendous even when I have my meds, they are minimized to a degree of manageable. Yet I have forgotten how horrible these nights are as it has been such a long time since I lay awake with this amount of freight within me. I simply can't figure out what has me feeling so bad right now. I wasn't annoyed about anything, I am just so restless right now. Have been for a moment. Aiming to keep this 💩 to a minimum as of this moment, yet failing miserably. Hopefully I can get this calmed down soon. I did breathing exercises, I drank chamomile tea, I have taken a sleepy pill and I still am struggling with this one. I have been trying to find what has triggered this little wrinkle right now. I am sure it shall come to me. Let's just say I hope it does, as I pay close attention to what this chapter has in store. I shall continue to grow regardless, I know I have a lot of healing still to go. Yet I have been becoming very comfortable with myself during this rather stressful time. I am beautifully broken to some degree, yet I have been this entire lifetime on this earth. A woman surrounded by chaos since I was born, in a family that was fueled by alcohol, ignorance and belittlement to fill a million gumball machines but with some other form of gumballs. Gumballs that taste like nothing I would ever eat! But man a fat cheeseburger with extra pickles would be great. Oh yeah don't forget my fries with that. I want to crawl into Oscar the grouches can and kick his ass out tonight. Uuuggghhhh.... Blessed be.

Each step brings forth something new,Every breath this love grew,Their is ice pumping through my veins,How every step ta...
06/15/2026

Each step brings forth something new,
Every breath this love grew,
Their is ice pumping through my veins,
How every step taken brings me less pain.

Each new day brings more flames,
If only I dare to speak those names,
Thunder clashes beneath the cover,
Terrors fade as a new life is discovered.

Standing over me like a tower,
Never once would I cower,
Maybe you thought my light would dim,
Your actions sure made this life grim.

That day may have made me stagger,
With all the times you stuck me with your dagger,
It only brought forth even more power,
Now watch me rise you coward.

MangiaEvony JW ❤️ 💋

May our days be filled with something good. No matter how dark things seem to be. Nothing in this world means more to me. Than to live this life free from me. Blessed be.
Remain forever vigilant and safe tonight.

This poem is dedicated to James Edward Riley..... You P.O.S.

It is a down pour of some well needed rain in this heat wave. I almost want to go play in the damn rain. 😂. Be such a gr...
06/15/2026

It is a down pour of some well needed rain in this heat wave. I almost want to go play in the damn rain. 😂. Be such a great release to go let out some overdue tears I have masked for years. As I no longer need to hold the pain for those tears within my heart. It is absolutely beautiful to admit that yes I do cry sometimes. Yet I could just shed these tears in a moment of joy instead of fear. I shall dump these tears for all the scars I hold too close to my heart. I may just go dump these tears for the sake of self love so I may hopefully find some more love. The life of a traumatized woman in search of it all. A connection that shall run deep, passion that lasts a lifetime. To receive some measurement of all this love, light and beauty that resides in me. Yet I still have the audacity to not just accept that I may never truly find any of it at all. I am open to this, yet there is someone that is truly meant for me. I haven't found him yet, I am working hard on this one. It will be okay if I don't either. It just seals the fate of what I hold as I grow even further along this path. May we all find what we seek in this life. As we all deserve something worthwhile to keep our own peace, to find what truly matters to us all. I simply want genuine, pure authentic love. As this is the love I have been finding again deep within me. This door has been cracked open for a special person to me. I am actually anxious to see what it comes to be. Wish me luck. I absolutely need it on this one. But a round of new pics for you guys too. Damn I buried my face on this phone all day. I hope you all enjoy finding the beauty in my own pain. Please share with those who need some light brought back into their own hearts. Blessed be. Have a wonderful night. Sleep well and may we all be blessed to see another day. One of the cute little Jimmy too.

Absolutely nothing is on my mind. Just tired of all the BS. Love isn't real, kindness is damn near extinct, I simply jus...
06/11/2026

Absolutely nothing is on my mind. Just tired of all the BS. Love isn't real, kindness is damn near extinct, I simply just have zero F's to give to another at all. Like for real, put effort into you and see the difference it makes. Damn woman get this s**t right. Blessed be.

05/24/2026

A life so full of drowning and lying,
Self medicating pains unseen,
When life is hard keep trying,
If this seems bleak remember where you been.

A place shrouded in dark,
Surrounded by so many fake,
A bite that is like a shark,
Feeling as though I am drowning in a lake.

My heart so full of pain,
The mind of a maniac,
Nothing to lose feeling insane,
My moments has moments that shall remain black.

Doing this process right,
To almost fall in a pit,
Dig deeper to find more spite,
This struggle is real, I admit!

MangiaEvony JW ❤️
Blessed Be.

Yes the last one was me an hour ago. Enjoy the bed head! Mind you I have been up since 6am. Bad days, dig deeper to find the strength!

05/22/2026

The depth in your eyes,
Your words hold no lies,
A love that sends me on highs,
Hopefully it never dies.

My heart is leaping,
This love is creeping,
Into my cracks it is seeping.

Love I crave to make all mine,
Those words spoken give the sign,
As it makes me feel divine,
Let it combine.

It swept in through the dark,
Giving me that special spark,
Finding my heart to hit that mark,
On this journey we embark.

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