09/26/2026
Been getting the opportunity to discover old photos, instruments, letters, art and some other things the past few weeks from sorting through my dad's storage units. I remember one of the first times he made contact with my brother and I when I was around 10, he shared this song he made, I remember asking how he did it and he said he produced it, being that little I had no idea what that meant, I just pictured him in a conductors chair and directing people to play certain instruments. Fast forward to recently, i was told by my uncle that he actually used a program on Playstation called MTV music maker.. the knowledge I have of that program is quite familiar thankfully because of the community I've been a part of and the history and origins of the genre I participate in crafting.. so the realization was so powerful to say the least...im still searching for that song he made, playing every blank cd I run across. As I was going through cds today, I finished the stack and had no luck, but on my old laptop that has a cd drive on it, also contains quite a bit of my music ive imported over the years, and so im sitting here listening to this vast timeline of songs ive created, really placing me in moments of time that were really special to me. Music is so powerful, for me and I feel for others, it has such a profound way of attaching memories to the frequencies expressed but also harmonizing with moments in life to carry us through them, that's what it has done and continues to do for me. For me, creating music is a journal entry of my life, a broken soul mended by sound. What my mind cant speak or type is melded into a slurry of frequencies that the universe expresses through me. It is a gift and a privilege to be able to reminisce in the worlds created through me. I hope that when im gone, my legacy will do the same for you too.
