08/26/2026
This might not be the most iconic view of the Palisades, but it is certainly one of the most special places to me. I’m not sure if this meadow even has an official name. It’s one of the ways you could have meandered back to the hiking trails of Temescal pre-fire. It’s the way I almost always took - past the YMCA Christmas tree lot and up to the right. It certainly wasn’t a neatly manicured lawn. It was filled with holes from gophers and voles. I think the park workers occasionally tried to keep people on the trail to the left with some red cones and caution tape but inevitably hikers would cut across the grass. Every time I trudged up the thick uneven crabgrass, I could feel the stress just melt out of my body. And every time I came back down from the hiking trails I would pass by a little collection of bushes and flowers that created my favorite smell in the world in one particular spot. I could breathe that in and know I could handle whatever the day had in store.
I’m sure the Army Core of Engineers didn’t realize what a special place this was. It probably looked even less inspiring with burnt bushes and singed trees. I know decisions had to be made and they had to find somewhere to start sorting through what was left of our town. And we fire survivors certainly weren’t in any position to advocate for protecting this little unnamed meadow. So they graded it.
But this area is still gated off and set to become a construction lot for the LADWP. This decision was made without public comment, with votes from just a few people, behind closed doors. And, frankly, I don’t feel so okay about that.
I think one of the things fire survivors are still reeling over is the loss of control over our lives. We didn’t have any say in how the fire department and the State Parks handled the original fire. We didn’t have any say in how no one warned us about the eminent danger looming over our heads (literally.) We didn’t have any say in the lack of coordinated evacuation plans. And even though this park belongs to all of us Californians, we didn’t get any say if one of the parties potentially liable for the spread of the fire has an indefinite lease in one of our State Parks.
And so this painting is a remembrance, a protest and a call to bring back a messy, scraggly, beautiful meadow. Perfect in its imperfection.
“Gateway” 24x36, oil on canvas
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