12/05/2020
It’s been a pandemic minute since I’ve worked in-studio. I’m looking forward to getting back to my creative home, to Calypso Moon. The last two weeks have been been a rough ride. Several elders and people I love from my childhood were hospitalized with COVID and complications. My own non-COVID challenges were a struggle for my body this week. I’m finding my way slowly. How to deal? Prayer and meditation, of course. Calling and pm-ing friends.
I’m also thankful to have art as an outlet. From my visual artist friends, I’ve learned to let go and follow the materials. This week’s rollercoaster is beyond words and I just wanted to blend water colors with no plans or expectations—just to be on the page and being in the moment when the iris and ultra marine watercolors swirled, the short frenzied strokes that filled the page with jagged swaths of color. First the blues and purples, the color of lolas and crones and wisewomen. Then came my craving for autumn colors, for the blaze and crackle of fireplaces. And from the fire arose the shapes of a moonlit night, the full moon and a trail of pale, watery light. None of this was planned. Then I realized I loved the white spaces, the space lets the shapes and colors abstract—a tilting sea, the sea I knew in Cebu.
I’m exhausted from the lies, from the misuse of words, from the toxicity of reality TV that has become our norm. F**k that. Time to set it down—the pollution of our national soul. Maybe vibrant colors, this existence beyond words, can be a balm. Art eases the spirit.
Nature, too. But I’ll save that for another post. For now, the swirl.💜