12/07/2014
I realized a
Missing
Piece of the
Puzzle
I am tired
And
Fired
And
Of mostly Ill repute as of late
My grandparents warned me to
Consider my reputation
Oh Audrey think of your reputation they would say
And I would p**s
All over it
And
Laugh laugh laugh myself to sleep.
How tiring it is
To dance
So very long
To write so many songs and to sing them
In
The quiet
Of
Ones own home.
Tiring waiting
Wiring oneself to things and to ideas asking others if I am
The one
When I know
Of
Course
That
I can
Only
Tell myself about that
Tell myself and my partner
Who im dearly in love
With as I have been many
Times before
But this
Time
It's
Coming
From my gut
And
Something else juts out of
My swollen womb as though it
Has
Got something to prove
And
To
Heal
To have and to
Hold
To
Cherish
And
To listen to
Until death do us part.
I'm in love with you. And I don't care who knows it
I love you In hard times and in good
In sickness and in health as long as we both shall live
I would raise a family with you
I would love you forever truly I promise
I shall do as you wish
Develop an immunity to some type of poison
And heal as you heal
I with words
You with science
And I hope to use science too to study far more to learn all the days of my life by your side.
Please... Allow me to come visit you
