02/22/2024
I know I've been silent, and I'd say my life is chaos... but when isn't it? Adhd don't help, especially when I forget to take my meds! Who but one of the beautifully nuerodivergent can take meds on a rigorous schedule and then one day pause and go GOSH DARN- FORGOT TO TAKE MY MIXED AMPHETAMINES! Le sigh.
And while the men folk in my family will INSIST that baby food jars are for organizing your workshop (meaning of course construction and woodworking tools and sundries), I have taken a sharp left turn and am commandeering them for MY workshop! Arts and crafts win this battle!
(No, seriously... baby food jars are the best. Thank you **er for still making what for my family is a legacy of glass jars the PERFECT size to organize any craftsman's small supplies!)
To give yall a window into my attempts to balance my sanity- behold! My inheritance of buttons! Grandma passed back in April, and a lot of work is being done to make sure her belongings find loving homes. I, therefore, have inherited ALL of her crafting supplies! So now... I'm sorting all manner of containers of buttons that I used to fish out of her sewing table and dig through wide-eyed with my little fingers like they were buried treasure. (My formative years for properly goblin-like habits!) They still are- and every item I make featuring even one of them will be awash with the same almost unbelievably pure and unwavering love she had for me and all the rest of our family.
I love you, Grandma. And I miss you every day. Thank you so much for every kind thing you ever said and did for me- I treasure every little echo and ripple that you left behind. Every memory. And while now I've gone and made myself cry, I've never been so grateful to have buttons scattered everywhere and in desperate need of sorting. 🥲