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A pioneer in plain sight. Joseph Rose‑Azevedo challenged discriminatory hiring, endured harassment as San Francisco Inte...
05/31/2026

A pioneer in plain sight. Joseph Rose‑Azevedo challenged discriminatory hiring, endured harassment as San Francisco International Airport Police Department’s only openly gay officer, and still showed up with integrity. His resilience is part of our history. 🌈

The Lavender Names Project was created in tandem with the 10th Anniversary Tour of “Fellow Travelers”. It honors LGBTQ+ service members who were discharged, silenced, or are still fighting for justice. Share your story through the link in our bio.

The tour that’s been breaking hearts and bringing audiences to their feet is heading to !Keep your eyes open 👀…your city...
05/18/2026

The tour that’s been breaking hearts and bringing audiences to their feet is heading to !

Keep your eyes open 👀…your city could be next.



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The Lavender Names Project 💜From being expelled from the Navy for who he was, to becoming a trailblazer in LGBTQ+ workpl...
05/01/2026

The Lavender Names Project 💜

From being expelled from the Navy for who he was, to becoming a trailblazer in LGBTQ+ workplace equality, to retiring with official recognition from a Vice Admiral.

Greer Puckett’s story spans the full arc of LGBTQ+ progress: courage, resilience, and hard‑won dignity.

The Lavender Names Project was created in tandem with the 10th Anniversary Tour of “Fellow Travelers”. It honors LGBTQ+ service members who were discharged, silenced, or are still fighting for justice. Share your story through the link in our bio.



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The Lavender Names Project 💜I never met my cousin Leon Ingall or his partner of 58 years, Warren. Decades after their de...
04/21/2026

The Lavender Names Project 💜

I never met my cousin Leon Ingall or his partner of 58 years, Warren. Decades after their deaths, I learned Warren had struggled alone to care for Leon as he faced Alzheimer’s, because Leon had no VA benefits. He’d been discharged without honor for being homosexual.
Their social worker urged them into a Vermont civil union in 2001 so Leon could finally receive care. Two men of an older era, pushed into legal recognition simply to survive.

Story shared by ANDREW INGALL

The Lavender Names Project was created in tandem with the 10th Anniversary Tour of “Fellow Travelers”. It honors LGBTQ+ service members who were discharged, silenced, or are still fighting for justice. Share your story through the link in our bio.





04/13/2026

Our new channel is officially live, and we’re kicking it off with a highlight from one unforgettable night of Fellow Travelers the opera, shaped by the Lavender Scare.

More behind‑the‑scenes moments and archival drops are coming soon. Stay tuned. 👀

04/09/2026

Every performance of Fellow Travelers shines a light on real people who fought, loved, and lived through the Lavender Scare, including Col. Grethe Cammermeyer and Steve Marose.

Their bravery fuels the heart of this 10th Anniversary Tour.

Click the link in our bio to watch their powerful visit during our run at .

Next Tour Stop: July 10th - 12th





“The Fellow Travelers opera is just as hot as the TV show“ - ***rty 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥“If you’ve ever wanted to see two ...
03/20/2026

“The Fellow Travelers opera is just as hot as the TV show“ - ***rty
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“If you’ve ever wanted to see two men belt in beautiful harmony while un******ng one another, you’re in luck. Talk about foreplay!“

Read the full article in our bio!





THE LAVENDER NAMES PROJECT 💜Perry Watkins was one of the first openly gay soldiers in U.S. history, because he never lie...
03/08/2026

THE LAVENDER NAMES PROJECT 💜

Perry Watkins was one of the first openly gay soldiers in U.S. history, because he never lied. From the day he was drafted in 1967, he told the Army he was gay. They took him anyway…then spent the next 16 years trying to kick him out.

He served with perfect evaluations, earned security clearances, performed in drag on base, and was respected by every commander he worked under. Still, the Army kept targeting him.

So he fought back.

After nine years in court, the Supreme Court let stand a ruling that the Army could not deny him reenlistment because of his sexuality, a groundbreaking win long before “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell” ended.

Watkins carried the American flag at the 1993 March on Washington. He paved the way for LGBTQ+ service members to serve openly today.

The Lavender Names Project was created in tandem with the 10th Anniversary Tour of “Fellow Travelers” currently playing at . It honors LGBTQ+ service members who were discharged, silenced, or are still fighting for justice. Share your story through the link in our bio.

Meet Sara E. Widzer, our Intimacy Director for FELLOW TRAVELERS.“Working on Fellow Travelers with our two Hawks and Tims...
03/04/2026

Meet Sara E. Widzer, our Intimacy Director for FELLOW TRAVELERS.

“Working on Fellow Travelers with our two Hawks and Tims has been one of the most meaningful experiences of my career — and finding a life at the intersection of social justice and theatre/opera is a dream come true.

Staging intimacy for Fellow Travelers required deep trust, rigor, and joy. My process begins with conversation - defining boundaries, building a shared language, and establishing consent as the foundation for every physical choice. Intimacy, like fight direction or dance, is never left to chance; it is structured so that vulnerability can be inhabited safely and truthfully.

Because this story traces q***r love under the shadow of the Lavender Scare, our work demanded both historical research and embodied nuance - understanding coded behavior, shifting power dynamics, first desire, secrecy, and what it means to be seen in a world that insists you remain hidden. Each pair of men brought different instincts and physical vocabularies, and together we built choreography that honored authentic gay male intimacy without stereotype, while maintaining storytelling clarity across casts.

And we laughed - a lot. The more intense the subject matter, the more essential it is to keep the room light, grounded, and human. That balance creates safety, and often results in the sexiest, most truthful storytelling.

In a moment when history feels as though it is repeating itself, telling this story now is not simply artistic — it is urgent!!”



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THE LAVENDER NAMES PROJECT 💜COL Margarethe “Grethe” Cammermeyer, Army nurse, Vietnam veteran, and one of the most influe...
02/24/2026

THE LAVENDER NAMES PROJECT 💜

COL Margarethe “Grethe” Cammermeyer, Army nurse, Vietnam veteran, and one of the most influential LGBTQ+ military rights advocates of our time.

After 25 years of service, she was discharged in 1988 for stating during a security clearance interview that she was a le***an. She fought back in federal court, won, and was reinstated. It was a landmark victory later portrayed by Glenn Close in Serving in Silence (1995).

She went on to spend 17 years advocating for the repeal of Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell and led the Pledge of Allegiance at the repeal signing in 2010.

Today, Dr. Cammermeyer continues her life of service as a hospital commissioner on Whidbey Island, where she lives with her spouse, Diane Divelbess, and their two dogs.

The Lavender Names Project was created in tandem with the 10th Anniversary Tour of “Fellow Travelers” currently playing at . It honors LGBTQ+ service members who were discharged, silenced, or are still fighting for justice. Share your story through the link in our bio.

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