RAGE NH

05/22/2026

Where do people post part time side gig jobs nowadays?

05/22/2026

05/21/2026

Please, my dear, don’t stop believing in miracles.

05/20/2026

We often think healing will return us to who we were before, But healing doesn’t go backward. It introduces you to someone new.

05/18/2026

Don’t quit. You’re worth fighting for.

05/15/2026

Did you take your meds today?

05/14/2026

Having the Rage page has been interesting. The feed over here leans heavily one way politically because most of the pages I follow there are local businesses and community stuff. Meanwhile my personal page algorithm is basically the complete opposite.

Honestly, seeing both sides side-by-side makes the social media propaganda machine feel terrifying. The amount of outrage, fear, and manipulation constantly pushed into people’s brains explains a lot about why everyone feels so divided and angry all the time.

It genuinely makes me think we were probably better off before social media took over everything.

I have very strong beliefs about politics and religion, but I’ve always tried to keep that separate from my audience and business spaces because not everything needs to become a battlefield.

05/13/2026

Got some health news today that scared me more than I expected.

I spent the morning wanting to shut down completely, but I still got up, showered, and went to work. That may sound small, but today it wasn’t.

I’m trying really hard to stop abandoning myself every time life gets overwhelming. I don’t have this figured out yet, but I’m trying to believe that small consistent choices can still change a life.

05/12/2026

Someone told me I shouldn’t post my healing journey publicly because it looks like I’m “just looking for attention.”

Maybe people confuse honesty with attention seeking because most people are taught to suffer quietly and pretend they’re okay.

I spent enough of my life hiding how bad things got. If being open about rebuilding my life, my health, my mindset, and my struggles helps even one person feel less alone, I’m going to keep talking about it.

Shame grows in silence.

Heal out loud.

05/11/2026

Ever since Rage Cage closed and my mom’s dementia took over, I became completely overwhelmed with life. Trying to handle the legal side of the business closing, my mom’s care, her death, and all the legalities after… somewhere along the way I stopped caring about myself too.

I became addicted to my bed and food, dissociating with anything that would numb me out. I gained a ton of weight. I stopped caring about moving forward. My nervous system feels absolutely fried.

But I’m fighting back now.

I want to live. I want the life that I deserve.

Today I went to the YMCA and water jogged. I’m seeing my psych doctor, looping in my P*P, and going to therapy every week. Slowly trying to rebuild myself one step at a time.

Life is fu***ng hard. And it doesn’t matter how many times you fall down, as long as you keep getting back up.