03/29/2022
Character Highlight:
Penelope the Pierrot Clown
Penelope always loved to make people laugh. She was, traditionally, portrayed as a sad clown, loving and devoted to comedy. She traveled with a French theater troupe but never quite fit in. She was teased and bullied by the other performers. Amongst the performers was Ivan. Penelope's heart pined for Ivan even through the ridicule she endured from him and the rest of the group. Their comments cut through the grease paint Penelope would put on nightly before the show:
"You're not even that funny."
"Penelope, you're in the wrong tent. The elephants stay over there."
" We only keep you around so the troupe has their own circus to laugh at."
"They should've left you in the gutter you were found in."
But nonetheless, Penelope performed. She would pantomime, dance, and do her tricks for the audience. It seemed to be the only motivation she had... Well... That and Ivan. Penelope would leave him small gifts, anonymously of course, in the hopes of building a strong fire for her small flame of desire.
One night after a rained out show, Penelope approached Ivan's tent. She decided tonight was the night that she would be honest with herself. Her voice trembled as she spoke through the tent's layers and Ivan greeted her. He did not invite her in. The rain fell over Penelope as she confessed her feelings to the man before her. He laughed. He laughed right into her fu***ng face. The pierrot fell silent as he laughed. Her makeup ran down her face. Some of it from the rain. Some of it from the tears of hurt and outrage.
Penelope experienced her first of many rage-induced dissociation. She watched herself grab Ivan by the collar and drag him into the rain and mud. He protested but it was no use. She had the upper hand and pushed him into the ground. Hovering over him, Penelope picked up a large rock that helped to anchor his tent and she hit him. Then, she hit him again and again and again. She was screaming but no sound could be heard between the violent act and the thunderous rain. Ivan no longer resembled a man but had the uncanny resemblance to ground meat that had been smeared with broken teeth.
Penelope regained her body and she stood over the pile. As the rain continued to fall, all was silent to Penelope. She laughed. She laughed a laugh that was finally heard. The pierrot no longer felt sad.