05/31/2026
My first post in a very, very long time. Nearly a year.
I’ve spent a majority of 2026 trying to figure out who I am. And how to manage my thoughts and feelings, ever-overwhelming, in light of where I am at this point in my life. Without letting them rule my life and my actions.
I spent a lot of time when I was younger wishing for things that seemed impossible. And, in many ways, that wish list is still the same. But the older I get, the more I realize that life isn’t linear, and my desire for certain things doesn’t innately negate my worth. And that maybe the things I dislike so intensely about myself aren’t as negative as I like to think they are, but really, they’re the very reason why people like me.
