01/19/2024
🥳38 feels pretty f**kin’ great!!!🥹I am filled with so much hope, desire and passion for what I’m doing with my life.
I’m so proud of the person I am growing into and I haven’t felt this way in too long. In the past month and a half I’ve quit two very tricky and addictive substances, cold turkey. Not a slave to the adderall or the ni****ne any more. For that, I am SO fu***ng proud of myself.
It hasn’t been easy and the lows have been very low… but the last month has held far more tears of joy than tears of sorrow.
Here I am, close to 40, starting a whole new career. Filled to the brim with hope and very genuine excitement… as well as the knowing that at literally any given moment, I’ll burst into tears. That’s a very real thing for me right now. I’ll cry about anything, please don’t test me 🤣
Moments before this picture I had just burst into tears because the man I love, is the most encouraging force in my life. surprised me with a power wand. A tattoo machine I wanted that I never even told him about 😭😭😭
Ok I’m crying again so imma just leave it at this. I am so grateful to be alive. I’m grateful for my humans and I’m grateful that I’m about to kick this years ass. CHEERS TO 38!!!!
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