12/20/2023
Tonight, I finished something that hurt my heart a little bit to do. This is a tribute to my sister Cassandra “Cassie” Marie Hassell. My sister and I used to do a little together. I could go through each moment with you, but where as sharing them would be wonderful. It opens too many wounds right now. I know a part of me is missing because she isn’t on this earth with me. Yet, I also feel comforted when I feel her prescience near me. To everyone. Cherish your brothers and sisters. You never know just how much time you have left. I can not create more memories with her anymore. I can only tell you. Whatever is going on. It isn’t worth not having good memories made with them. Because even in the darkest moments. Sit with them. Share the laughter and sorrow. Make an unbreakable bond. Because I constantly wish I could have more time with her. Talk to her. Hug her. Cry on her shoulder. There are times I wish I could trade places with her. Have her here. Yet, I carry on her life as well as my own. Because my sister lives through me. I love you Cassie. I miss you so much that my soul aches but I promise to never give up. I promise to continue to go on. Just as I made those promises many years ago. I hope you all enjoy this. Because this one…this one is closer to my soul than my heart.