02/21/2020
Over the past few years I sadly had to put my passion & love for modeling on the back burner. I'm not going to go into full details but just know that things werenāt in a place that iād like them to be in. I had to make sure I always had more than one plan set since I never really had a stable place to stay. That is why I was always on the move since the person I was living with was having his own life issues & was planning on leaving the state. When I did feel positive about where Iāve been it ended up where it was a toxic situation which I didnāt want to stay in too bad since I tried to get some modeling in.
Now, I will say the end of year 2019 & the beginning of this year has been amazingly better than the past years. I now finally have a stable place, I have all of my important things that needed to be taken care of for my daughter are all set in stone now. I am with someone that really has helped push me forward with bettering who I am & who I am meant to be. He fully supports me in all I do, he has guided me like no one else has in my life which in all honesty is all I ever needed. He has shown me things about myself that I didnāt really know or even think about but since he has it all makes sense why I was having a hard time with life itself.
So at this point I am in a positive situation but I am honestly just trying to get back into my creative mode since I had to leave it behind for so long trying to be the warrior & super women that I am. So please just bare with me I've been through a lot the past years. I am not saying I have changed who I am. I've just been running around, doing so much trying to juggle a lot of things to get where I am now. Now all I need to accomplish is completing the next levels for my licence, take care of what I have going on now which is me being a nanny to my partnerās kids when he has them along with taking care of my little one and her being in school. Also dealing with what life throws at me and my partner. Iāve just been preoccupied with it all. Doesnāt mean I donāt want to pick up modeling again because believe me I do. I am just trying to really figure out how to get my creative side back and just try to better how I promote myself. Please bear with me, that is all I ask. I hope you understand that I wasnāt ever trying to be flaky or anything like that. I just had a lot going on and I just didnāt feel in the right mindset at all. I really do hope that I still have you wanting to work with me.
Thank you for reading & I hope you all have a awesome Friday!
