09/18/2025
Super excited to finally share this piece that I've been working on for over 5 months with the Disability Debrief. This one is about my time in rehab last summer - talking about the perils of receiving healthcare when the system’s ultimate goal is profit, shame, and toxic positivity. Would appreciate any shares!
“Nursing staff touched vulnerable parts of my body, and sometimes talked about them in painful ways. I endured over half a dozen straight catheterizations. Once I was left stranded on the commode for nearly an hour as I waited for help transferring back to bed.
In these moments, dependent and exposed, laden with shame, the only thing I wanted was independence. I imagined independence as building a wall around myself, a protective forcefield. If needing help meant being neglected, invaded, and hurt, then I never wanted to need help again."
Why I left the rehab hospital more disabled than when I arrived