07/21/2025
A mini series of my top reels!
Do you think I missed one?
I wasn’t around much during 2023, as I was going through things mentally. Being there for you all became increasingly difficult, and I found myself using streaming as an escape rather than facing my issues. Once I realized this, I knew I needed to pause and confront the realities troubling me. So, I took a hiatus - no streaming, no content creation, just time alone to prioritize my wellbeing. After three years of streaming, it was a difficult decision but I needed it.
This period was triggered by a particularly toxic situation with someone who broke me and turned me into someone I didn’t even recognize filled with manipulation and narcissistic abuse. I was deeply hurt, more than I admitted to myself. During my break, I spent a lot of time reflecting, crying, and apologizing to myself over and over again while looking at myself in the mirror.
Now, I can say finally say I’m at peace. (Working a lot at the moment but I’m at peace.) I’m proud of the progress I’ve made, and even though the journey was painful, I’ve learnt so much about myself.
Thank you so much for reading this far. I’d love to hear what advice you’d give your younger self. Comment below 💕
I’ll go first: “Hey Suzii, first of all, I’m incredibly proud of you. Remember to surround yourself with environments and people where you feel a sense of genuine belonging. Set boundaries and stand firm against those who try to take advantage of your kindness. You’re wonderfully sweet, but remember, you can’t let others walk all over you. And most importantly, I love you, Suzii. You’re turning 32 in January, let’s build that empire in 2024!”
2024 💙