04/10/2022
JENNIFER & BACON // porch portrait series
“The day this photo was taken happened to be the 3rd anniversary of losing my step father, Tom, to cancer. Which means it's been 2 years since my trip to Iceland and tour of the northern lights (to celebrate his life) was cancelled because the world shut down a few days before the trip. At my step-dad's funeral my brother talked about how his dad had sought out a therapist and made amends with his past. He shared how he was so incredibly proud of him for learning and growing in his later years, and how we should take a page from his book. And so I did just that. Knowing I had my own issues and the world being what it was, I started therapy in May 2020. I've learned a lot more about myself: about who I am and who I aim to be, faced some ugly parts of my past, and hopefully have grown in the process. If anything, I'm at least trying…even participating in this photo project was a very vulnerable thing for me to do.
I’ve lived in Laramie going on 9 years now and I'm finally feeling like I have a good sense of place here. Gem City can be a lonely place, if you let it. It was for me for a very long time, even before the pandemic. Luckily though, I've made a few solid connections with folks and coworkers throughout all of this, gotten closer to cousins, and strengthened friendships with my long-distance besties. And of course, there’s my dog, Bacon, who I wouldn't have survived these past couple of years without. I know we're not through this thing yet, but I hope we're starting to turn that corner. I'm feeling cautiously optimistic today. Or maybe that's just the (fake) Laradise spring time feeling talking.”