Muffle miffle years ago I worked as a portrait photographer and a film developer, but set it aside to pursue a degree in theatre, dance and music which I was then silly enough to set aside for steady work in Information Technology/Computers. I knew photography had chosen me again the day I took a shot of the harbour I lived near. As soon as I finished, I had that feeling that it was a “good shot.”
I found myself softly giggling in deep satisfaction and pulling my camera to me in a quick, delighted hug. I had no idea I was going to do that and, as I was in a public park, I will admit I surreptitiously looked around with a blush on my face hoping no one had seen that. No one had, thank goodness, but that's when I knew photography had become joyful for me again and that has stayed with me. When I have a camera in my hand I find that life is more present. I’m not worrying about anything either gone or yet to come. I’m not aware of whether I look silly or not. I’m only aware of the way light is falling or playing, the way a wing folds on a bird, how shadows and colour interact, how something I’ve never seen before (even if I’ve seen it a million times before) shows up. Everything else drops away and beauty has a chance to tap me on the shoulder, smile and say to me, “See? I told you this world is amazing!” Photography teaches me to see beauty everywhere. I will never be one of those photographers who can say “I am a landscape photographer” or “I am an urban photographer.” I guess the closest I can come to a genre would be to say that I am a life photographer. I photograph what catches my eye, what takes my breath, what gives me shivers, what I find beautiful or fun, and what makes me go “Hmmmm….” Who knows what that’s going to be. It’s always an adventure, always an experiment , always a process of learning, and always a new way of looking at life. All images/content are Copyright Kerry Laureen/Kerry duVent - all rights reserved.