06/06/2024
Stevie Rae You are always on my mind & in my heart. I am shattered! My heart broken. I want so badly to hug you, love you. You were in so much pain and believe me when I say. If it is anything like I feel, I completely understand. I try to be brave. Just like I’m sure you did. As much as I hate you killing yourself and want to do the same. I can’t. I will never be the same! I will feel this pain till I die or it kills me. I am so sorry! I try to be at peace knowing that you don’t hurt anymore. But to me death is nothing, Nonexistence. Almost to the point of never having been. How do I live with that? I was so proud of you getting your GED!!! I still am. You were ♥️ of my ♥️♥️♥️! I will never forget my beautiful, shy, anxious, smart and kind daughter. I remember the day you were born and I’ll never forget the day that your sisters came to the door to tell me you were gone! They had fear in their eyes. I thought I’d been stuck in the heart with a knife. They kept saying they were sorry!!! They didn’t want me to hurt like this. And I have to say. I still don’t know how to pick up
the pieces of my heart. I don’t want to. Let them get ground into the earth. I Absolutely love you! Miss you, my #♥️♥️of♥️♥️♥️
July, 21 1998-May,18 2024