03/21/2026
"The angry self"
Myself, myself oh frustration with myself. I am my own worst enemy. I find that I'm my own worst critic. I am always the most critical and angry with myself...I wish I can't find relief, sum type of peace....but it's stuffed deep within, there's a war my mind & spirit is in....I just want both to come to a pause, a treaty...a truce....if they keep at it, I'm afraid my heart will be no use....a shovel isn't working, should I use scissors or a knife instead...do I ask, plead or beg God to take it out, x it out, make sure it's dead.... It really doesn't make sense to me how powerful and loud ...this anger is definitely not making me proud... maybe having more therapy sessions is healthier instead of putting this anger on the back shelf....I got to get rid of it before it destroys everything in me...it must disappear............the angry self
