06/21/2023
For years, I have been grieving a lack of consistent and meaningful sister friendships in my life. People have come and gone, and to protect myself, I've built a wall. I admit my heart has hardened a bit - it happened as a need to emotionally survive.
I'm aware that cultivating healthy and mutually fulfilling relationships has been an area of opportunity in my life, and lately, I've been grieving the lack of those connections. I wonder, as I often do when I'm faced with feeling like something is lacking, "What's wrong with me?" and "Why is this easy for everyone but me?"
Today, I felt this message come up in my innerstanding... (I now get what people mean when they say this 🌟)
'BE YOUR OWN BEST FRIEND'
I understood this to mean:
Show up for yourself, Treva. Stand and speak up for yourself and what you want and need. If you aren't getting it. Don't disregard disregard. Move accordingly.
You stay waiting and wanting, wishing and hoping you will be seen, chosen, and validated by others. It's time to be your own best friend and love Latreva the way she needs to be loved. Don't practice with others. Does this work for real with the only one who matters - Latreva 💜
Affirm her and your approval of her, as worthy and acceptable in every way just as she is.