09/23/2024
So today I found out I'm losing my home the I paid off rent to own two years ago and put 40k in repairs into without a bank, Jus from my hard earned working money and I chose to relax and grow here for a while but I guess that's going to change.
HERE's THE THING EVERYONE!.. What my "friends" did who are responsible 50-60 year old adults was lie completely to me to help pay off their own home. While I paid still my homes 4k in taxes a year and home owners insurance every mom. GUESS what?!?!?
IM NOT TELLING ANYONE THIER NAMES, leave them alone I would rather forget they even existed in my world. I'm not going to curse them or burn their house down and I'm not really even mad right now even though I DID THE RIGHT THING EVERY STEP OF THE WAY.
IM NOT GOING TO SAY GODS GOT MY BACK because its been really s**tty so far how humans have been to each other but, I'm not religous, I still LOVE GOD and I cant see his reason for this BS but hey bro you do you, love you homie! I LOVE LIFE!! Yes I do need money to live I dont think I would be happy homeless smelling the roses that wont work for me..... I just KNOW who i AM and what I believe in and Ive done the right thing and I still LOve what I believe GOD to be and I feel sad for these adults who didnt even notify us they never paid the tx biills with the money I gave them while I caught up and I was like one bill behind just trying to catch up but in good standing and home was paid ofF. I dont hate humanity I love the humans ability to LOVE and the laughter and kindness from a child who only knows LOVE. Thats beautiful. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but hey I'm going to code and s**t and figure it out somehow and jut yesterday at Family Dollar in Gloversville NY I gave this really grumpy old lady Beth who just wants to retire already at 60+ a hundred dollar bill something I Never did before and sshe just didnt know what to say and I didnt look for the praise but the smiles for doing these things warm my heart and that's what I love. And even if life didn't give Beth a break in life I left her without words and felt the joy in her heart for the ability for a human to be there for another human and care for one another. I cant give up my last 20$ but If I had a few extra dollars and did it anyway and I didn't post about it either but DAMMNIT PEOPLE POST THOSE GOOD DEEDS YOU DO SO WE CAN ALL LEAD BY EXAMPLE!! POST THOSE GOOD THINGS BUT DONT SHOVE A CAMERAA IN SOMEONES FACE EITYHER AS NICELY IF YOU CAN FIRST. I LOVE HUMANIT, I LOVE YOU WHOEVER YOU ARE READING THIS, I MISS MY KIDS THAT I HD NOTHING TO DO WITH THIER MOMS BEATING THE JUSTICE SYSTEM BUT IM GLAD THEY HAVE THIER MOMS, BUT I LOVE THEM MORE BUT DONT TELL THEM THAT LOL.
FELLOW HUMANS GODSPEEEEEEEEEEEEED!!!