08/29/2026
I'm tired. This is me at the limit for today. The last two days have wiped me out. The week has been the worst in memory, starting with last Sunday, anyway.
I don't know what can be different. Tonight, I'm not even sure I care.
My prayer, my only prayer for now, is that my tooth remains quiet for two more days and then that the dentist will extract it. Monday. 2 p.m. Yank it out because the pain last night was unlike anything, even an ovarian cyst, I have ever experienced. It felt like a ball of pain exploded in my jaw, that the nerve exploded. Today, gratefully, blessedly, it has subsided.
When there are only so many PTO days and đź’µ in the bank, it gets wearisome. When there is only so much of me, well, the only parts getting thin are my emotions and patience.
I think I will go to bed.