05/31/2026
Over the last month my hazmat company (HRT) has competed at a league not of our own. Not only did we thrive... We conquered. And as a result we have had a revenue record breaking month. I should be doing backflips. I should be celebrating. Afterall two years ago I was homeless and laughed at. Instead, it's a struggle to get out of bed. Your achievements mean nothing when you come home alone to your pool and big ass house... When the reasons you built all this is no where to be found it does something to you... In my case if I'm not leading a hazmat team into the depths of hell. If I dont have a microphone in my hand. If I am not hosting an event for the community. If I am not spending time with my oldest boy then I am lost... So I build and I build and I build. God answered my prayers and gave me a record breaking month. I won't forget where that came from. So over the next 60 days I will be doubling my fleet of hazmat trucks and equipment. I will be hiring a second team and additional office personnel. I will literally be doubling the size of my team and our capabilities. Simultaneously I will be investing in The Rail to bring in the biggest bands the club has ever hosted. And I will fulfill my word by opening up our ministry at The Rail. Every day I will build, every day I will grow, and I swear on all that is holy I will use every bit of it to positively impacted the lives of others. So help me God. 1000% until there is nothing left. And when that day comes when there is nothing left for me to give, Ill leave this world knowing I gave it all for them...
There is a hole in my heart where they used to be...
If I can't spend my live in their present... I'll give my life securing thier future...