04/20/2022
MY 5 TOTEM ANIMALS
" TO FATHOM HELL OR SOAR ANGELIC, JUST TAKE A PINCH OF PSYCHEDELIC"
WELL YEARS AGO THAT S WHAT I DID AND HERE ARE SOME OF THE PRECIOUS GIFTS I RECEIVED
CALLED TOTEM ANIMALS THEY CARRY WHAT I NEED TO CHANNEL FOR THIS TIME AND SPACE,
I DIDN T CALL THEM,
THEY CAME.
A SYNCHRONISTIC EVOLUTIONARY MIRROR ECHO, THESE 5 WILL BE WITH ME THROUGHOUT THIS LIFETIME
I WAS TOLD BY MY NATIVE FRIENDS THEY ARE MY PROTECTORS, AND THAT I HAVE A MIGHTY CREW FOR A GIRL, ALSO WARNED ME THAT WHEN THEY SEE THAT KIND OF PROTECTION, IT S USUALLY BECAUSE I WILL NEED IT, SO IT S NOT ALL GLITTER AND GLAMOUR ALAS
yours truly Stella Blackwell Steinbach© TM all rights reserved
patron of cats and wolfs
in loving memory of Albert Hofmann and his problem child
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpSLjdPiSH8
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THE EAGLE ( Pluto, Uranus, Mars,, Sun, Jupiter )
The eagle was my very first Totem animal, I found my consciousness sharing his young body with his, just before and during his very first jump from the hights of his familiar nest.
I could feel everything he felt, his hesitations, his aborted impulses, his imperative to jump, his fear of the unknown, then the magic moment, when he no longer had a choice and could only surrender.
When he jumped, I could feel his pain and ripping where his wings attached to his body, I could feel his fear that his wings would brake, his confusion on how to negotiate this free fall.
Quickly he grasped the physics of flying, and regained control of his life, and the wings stopped hurting, and we were one, gliding smoothly and acquiring a taste for it , free, farsighted, and untouchable, thank you eagle for teaching to jump and fly, and beat the clouds. ♥
THE BATS ( Pluto, Mercury, Mars, Uranus )
The bats were my second Totem animal, they tought me how to think fresh and let my thoughts spiral instead of spinning circles, the bat liberated my mind from the beaten path, from the mechanical crustiness of automatic actions done with no real engagement. The bat demanded conscious action, to the very smallest increment, registering every touch, every whispear, every step, every thought, every consequence as a new imput worthy of consideration..
The bats burned the barrage to the source of newness, it was much like having gained consciousness after having been a robot cought in sticky logarythms..
The bats showed me the value and power of improvisation, the magic of trusting my intuition, an enhanced awareness of all things unseen. Thank you bats for teaching me to question my pain and get answers ♥
LADY WOLF ( Pluto, Neptune, Saturn, Moon )
Lady wolf was my third Totem animal, she showed me true silence, and shared the stillness of frosty shores, while those hunting her were on the look out, eluding death gently caressing her aura.
Lady wolf with a purple haze in her eyes, soft like velvet,
profound like a last breath, she showed me how to keep still,
with body and mind, and become the trees, the Earth and the Sky, absolute stillness, abyssymal void, optuse lifegiving suspense, invisible to death by osmosis, become All become One thank you wolf, forever friends ♥
BLACK JAGUAR ( Pluto, Mars, Moon )
Black jaguar was my fourth Totem animal, unlike the others, who were related to changes within, black jaguar comes out at night with his golden eyes and patrols my surroundings from a distance, to keep me safe while I sleep,
I almost feel bad he never comes closer, so dedicated he is to make sure I am ok
Black jaguar so patient and humble, loyal friend hiding in the shadows, thank you for your vigilance ♥
LIGHTNING SNAKE ( Sun, Mercury, Uranus, Mars, Pluto, Jupiter )
The lightning snake was my fifth and last Totem creature, an ethereal being made of light, it could slip through matter and not be slowed down for the slightest, a cold process animated it. This lightning snake was the one entity that made me feel so very special of all things revealed to me during this journey into the invisible realms.
Though many of us were gathered, the lighning snake elected to ground itself through my body from outer space, in its journey to the center of the Earth.
Without a warning, a million volts painless jolt , striking my head from the sky above came through the ceiling just as I had raised my head to look up the entry point a second before it emerged and hit, whipping down my spine, through every fiber of my body without hurting it, when it could have...
I felt it travel through me, diving to the ground at light speed, the way two immiscible liquids would pass through each other had they enough momentum, . On its passage, which lasted merely a fraction of a second, my body rippled like it were a whip someone had just snapped and sent schock waves through,, with coordination I never knew I had, bliss surrender and freedom at the speed of light, left me startled...a great mystery.
Ilightning snake, meander bright in skies, gatherer of light, unfettered, uncorruptible, renewal, time love machine, thank you for finding me ♥
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